It's already my final semester. Memang rasa la jugak lamanya mau berdiri di kampus ni sampai sekarang sudah final sem, final year. Almost three years here now. It's already the third week of lecture and yet I feel like it is still holiday. The reason is because we have 2 lecturers for 4 subjects and one of the lecturer is on holiday. And that made us completely free and clueless not knowing what to do during the free time.

I remember when I was in my junior years, I really hate joining activities that was held by the university unless it is stated as compulsory. And I bet it is still like that until now and believe it or not, there is this upcoming event going on the campus. And I just wanted to say that I really have no money left. I could display you guys my account balance if it is required for me to keep myself out of the activity. I know I disappoint you but this really burdens me.

I have been talking about this matter to a few people and yet, I have been getting the same responds. And that is where I started to realize that I am lonely.

I feel so lonely that I wanted to slap myself. It is really disappointing to have people not on your side. I wish I have a BFF who would support me with his or her very all heart.

Speaking of witch, baru-baru ni ada la hamba Allah yang aku kenal. Very nice to me. Helped me a lot. Muka bajet suci bajet baik. Oh my been good to others too, aku sayang dia sampai mati la sebelum aku tau hal ni. Aku memang hargai dia sebagai kawan aku. Dia memang banyak tolong aku, share cerita dengan aku, kawan sampai mati lah katakan, sampai la baru-baru ni ada seorang kawan reveal perangai sebenar dia. Dari situ, aku pun mula fikir, siapa bah kawan sebenarnya ni? Sini cakap sana, sana cakap sini.

Hurm, sebab cerita tu, lagi la aku rasa lonely dengan keadaan aku yang kesempitan wang sekarang ni. Aku boleh gerenti aku ndakan dapat bagi apa-apa komitmen. Kamu boleh rujuk CIMB dan BIMB untuk info terkini akaun aku. Banyak lagi benda belum settle. Buku belum beli, pandai-pandailah kamu.

Kawan? Siapa bah kawan ni? Ya kamu la sendiri-sendiri jak bekawan baik kan.

It's already my final semester. Memang rasa la jugak lamanya mau berdiri di kampus ni sampai sekarang sudah final sem, final year. Almost three years here now. It's already the third week of lecture and yet I feel like it is still holiday. The reason is because we have 2 lecturers for 4 subjects and one of the lecturer is on holiday. And that made us completely free and clueless not knowing what to do during the free time.

I remember when I was in my junior years, I really hate joining activities that was held by the university unless it is stated as compulsory. And I bet it is still like that until now and believe it or not, there is this upcoming event going on the campus. And I just wanted to say that I really have no money left. I could display you guys my account balance if it is required for me to keep myself out of the activity. I know I disappoint you but this really burdens me.

I have been talking about this matter to a few people and yet, I have been getting the same responds. And that is where I started to realize that I am lonely.

I feel so lonely that I wanted to slap myself. It is really disappointing to have people not on your side. I wish I have a BFF who would support me with his or her very all heart.

Speaking of witch, baru-baru ni ada la hamba Allah yang aku kenal. Very nice to me. Helped me a lot. Muka bajet suci bajet baik. Oh my been good to others too, aku sayang dia sampai mati la sebelum aku tau hal ni. Aku memang hargai dia sebagai kawan aku. Dia memang banyak tolong aku, share cerita dengan aku, kawan sampai mati lah katakan, sampai la baru-baru ni ada seorang kawan reveal perangai sebenar dia. Dari situ, aku pun mula fikir, siapa bah kawan sebenarnya ni? Sini cakap sana, sana cakap sini.

Hurm, sebab cerita tu, lagi la aku rasa lonely dengan keadaan aku yang kesempitan wang sekarang ni. Aku boleh gerenti aku ndakan dapat bagi apa-apa komitmen. Kamu boleh rujuk CIMB dan BIMB untuk info terkini akaun aku. Banyak lagi benda belum settle. Buku belum beli, pandai-pandailah kamu.

Kawan? Siapa bah kawan ni? Ya kamu la sendiri-sendiri jak bekawan baik kan.