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Cuti Pendek

2012-01-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

Cuti yang ada cuma 4 hari jak. Matai la jugak. Nda puas aku be taun baru ni. Cuti yang pendek menandakan gambar yang sikit seja yang aku ambil. Lebih-lebih lagi hujan ja di Sandakan ni. Tidur pun mestilah over nyaman. Nda mau hati ku ni meninggalkan rumah. Nanti sampai kk bilik panas.

Nothing much to say. Tired.

CNY

2012-01-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

CNY is tomorrow and I am here in Sandakan. Just arrived yesterday. Bongga la kan aku balik padahal cuti kejap ja. But nevermind. I am enjoying every bit of my moment here. Currently waiting for my aunt to pick us up here at home.

Malam ni ada kenduri arwah macik aku. So I'm going to her home and help whatever is needed. This is just a short update. Have fun for the CNY. :)

Happy holiday.

Just so you know that I won't give any commitment to my studies while I am here far away from campus.

Minat Kerjaya

2012-01-11T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hi. Tengah cari bila tarikh Program Selangkah ke UiTM di Sabah tadi tapi rupanya belum ada lagi. Wanted to seek some info before I fill up the aplication forms. But on top of that, suddenly terjumpa satu link untuk test minat kerjaya. Actually I have done this before during the Kursus Kaunseling Siri 1 but decided to do it again. Lost track of self image. Mari la kita buat ramai-ramai. Sebenarnya untuk ujian kerjaya ni sangat digalakkan dan memang sepatutnya dibuat untuk budak2 lepasan PMR dan SPM atau yang bakal menyambung ke pengajian tinggi tapi nda pasti apa mau pilih.

Click HERE for the link.

Maybe I could share my part. Hehe.

ENTERPRISING (KEUSAHAWANAN) : Dayasaing, keyakinan diri, pengaruhi orang lain

Anda merupakan seorang individu yang mempunyai tahap dayasaing dan cita-cita yang tinggi. Anda suka melakukan sesuatu tugas atau kerja yang mendatangkan keuntungan dari segi diri sendiri atau ekonomi. Anda lebih suka bekerja dengan idea daripada bekerja dengan benda. Kebiasaannya, anda mempunyai tahap keyakinan diri yang tinggi serta keupayaan komunikasi yang baik untuk mempengaruhi orang lain. Anda sering memberi keutamaan kepada prestij, keuntungan, status diri atau kecemerlangan organisasi. Anda suka untuk memulakan sesuatu projek yang kebiasaannya mempunyai kaitan dengan bidang perniagaan. Anda seorang yang berorientasikan hasil dan suka untuk memimpin orang lain. Anda tidak mudah berputus asa dan akan mencuba sesuatu kerja itu dengan bersungguh-sungguh sehingga berjaya.

Yang pasti bekerja dengan idea tu memang betul la tu. Aku nda suka bekerja dengan benda. Masa kursus tu, Kak Hayat, our speaker bagitau maksud bekerja dengan benda tu contohnya bekerja dengan mesin, macam engineer. Contoh lain macam biologist, bekerja dengan microscope.

KONVENSIONAL : Berstruktur, berhati-hati, teliti

Anda merupakan seorang individu yang suka bekerja dengan data, angka dan mempamirkan ketelitian dalam sesuatu kerja. Anda selesa bekerja dalam suasana kerja yang berstruktur dan jelas dari segi arahan, peraturan, skop tugas dan autoriti. Anda sentiasa berhati-hati dalam melakukan sesuatu tugas dan mempamirkan komitmen dan tahap kesabaran yang tinggi. Anda selalunya suka kepada ketelitian dan kekemasan samada dalam kehidupan peribadi atau urusan di tempat kerja. Anda memberi nilai yang tinggi kepada prestij dan status diri.

Benar benar. But maybe not all the time. Kalau orang lain nda buat kerja, jan harap la aku jadi rajin. Pui~ Skop tugas ke..... Terase ke......

SOSIAL : Bekomunikasi, mesra, orientasi manusia

Anda merupakan seorang individu yang suka berkomunikasi dengan orang lain daripada bekerja dengan objek, mesin ataupun data. Anda menghargai kepada aktiviti yang melibatkan perhubungan komunikasi sesama manusia, perkhidmatan menolong dan kebajikan masyarakat. Anda seorang yang mudah mesra dan mempunyai jiwa yang penyayang, lemah lembut, baik hati dan sensitif dengan keperluan seseorang. Anda suka bekerja dalam situasi yang mempromosi pembelajaran, pembangunan kendiri dan berorientasikan manusia. Kebiasaannya, anda mempunyai kemahiran komunikasi dan sosial yang tinggi untuk membantu orang yang memerlukan. Anda kurang berminat untuk melakukan kerja yang melibatkan struktur kerja yang rutin atau yang melibatkan pemikiran saintifik dan penggunaan mesin.

Berorientasi kan manusia. Bilang Kak Hayat, some people suka bekerja dengan manusia. For example, walaupun dia dalam Bidang Engineering, dia boleh bekerja dengan manusia walaupun dia nda suka bekerja dengan mesin. Such as lecturers for example.

Ceh cmana aku ingat ni? Haha. Time ceramah tu aku rasa tekuyak sebab nda terfikir mau ambil Diploma or degrees on kaunseling. Bidang bisnes ni boleh mengoyak kepala aku sebab kena belajar akaun and math. Ingatkan lepas SPM abis suda itu m3......

Jadi kamu macamana?? You could ask me regarding on the results too if you want. Hehe~ Good Luck.

Homeworks

2012-01-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

Minggu ni banyak keja rumah la. Memang la sebab aku tangguh. Sila jangan ikut perangai pemalas aku ok?

Esok aku test tapi terus terang katakan aku belum bersedia langsung sebab aku kan pemalas. Hee~ I hope that there will be miracle tomorrow. Miracle like there is going to be magic such as the test ig goint to be cancelled cause I hate the fact that I have to wake up as early as possible to make some morning revisions. My test will be on the first period tomorrow.

It will be such a bless if we all could learn in Hogwards kan? Don't tell me that you haven't heard about Harry Porter. Right now I really wish to be in Hogwards experiencing some challenging activities, learning magic. Wouldn't that be nice?

Even having free food supplies when you are in the dorm and chit chatting with some cool friends :) Hehe.

PS: Good luck for all coursemates who are taking Selling test this week.

PSS: My cat is sick. She won't even respond if I placed a ribbon next to her. Please get well soon meow. I won't be able to leave you if you are still sick, no one is going to take care of you.

That's not her. But she looks as pitiful as that I suppose.

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2012-01-08T12:24:00.002+08:00

Lapan hari sudah ni tahun baru. Nda lama lagi test suda, aku masi lagi lugai-lugai belum baca apa-apa. Memang sandi la. Aku lah ni yang paling last minit mau belajar maka banyak lagi assignment mau di buat. Minggu depan hantar and yang paling sandi besok hari Isnin sudah.

Persediaan aku untuk test akan datang ni just baca past year questions yang kami buat ramai-ramai di kelas hari tu. You know when you read, only 5 percent sticks in mind. Malangnya, bukannya semua aku baca. Heee~~ Cua tampar?

Hari ni baru aku start betul-betul membuat itu past year memandangkan test in two days for 6 capter. That is enough to make you crazy maka, ada 3 minggu awal di bagitau pasal ni test. Memang la aku kan yang paling pemalas di dunia.

Anyway good luck untuk semua yang akan ambil test Personal Selling next week. Tiru? ;)

PS: This ALWAYS happen to me.

My Canon Companion

2012-01-07T19:52:00.004+08:00

Hi peeps. Talking about the camera again. Yes I am camera freak. I tend to make a second look after the first glance at people with cameras especially when they are using the DSLR. Time aku minat kamera dulu, orang pandang serong ja dengan aku sebab mempunyai minat yang di anggap pelik. 5 years later, which is now. The technology is too common.

Sebut ja SLR semua orang trep tau kan? Ching terasa kau jo? Soryy..

Sebenarnya apa yang aku mau cerita kan ni. Satu pengalaman yang agak menyinggung perasaan hati jantung ulu hati organ-organ dalaman ku semua la kan. Begini ceritanya. Around five months ago, kalau nda silap perkiraan ku la kan. There is this one guy keeps giving me such a 'harsh' words in the pictures that I have taken, which I've uploaded them on my Facebook. Bagi tau ini la bagitau itu la bla bla. Tapi cara dia komen tu is the one which humiliates you. Cara dia tu pandang rendah dengan aku. Adus panasnya jiwaku.

Aku iyakan ja, tapi aku delete lah suda tu komen. Cara dia tu trip tau sangat! Oh hati, sabarlah kau. Aku terima la jugak apa yang dia cakap, but at the same time, I seek comments from whom I knew as very good in photography and in fact, dia pernah keluar dalam newspaper a few times and often di jemput ke luar negara such as Singapore, Brunei and even Indonesia to give talks to the people there. I found out that the way he sees my pictures, were very inspiring and turned out to be good comments. Telling me that those pictures are good enough and even give me some tips on how to take great pictures.

You know it is hard to seek advise from professionals because as far as I am concern, fees for photography courses are quite high in range. Tapi yang orang satu ini, uih sudahla mengutuk nda semart, cara pun silap. At least kalau kau mau insult aku pun, agak-agak la beb. Mula-mula aku ingatkan dia ni cikgu sebab memang melambak gambar budak sekolah. Aku pun, oh ok.. Cool.

Sekali baru-baru ni aku dapat tahu yang dia tu budak Tingkatan 3. Bheh nya la. Astagiii.. Then aku pun, oh no wonder la cara dia menegur aku sebegini rupa sebab aku ada join komuniti fotografer banyak juga aku join, tapi sangat berbeza sekali la dengan cara budak tu tegur aku. But now I understand why sumbang sekali dong caranya.

Tapi ku masih ingat bait-bait perkataan budak itu. x_x

Aku ni jarang ambil gambar yang pelik-pelik angle nya contoh orang berdiri kan 90 degree, aku ambil la gambar 90 degree. Sebab ada la aku pernah baca buku that it's wrong untuk ko ambil gambar orang bediri berangle angle semacam sampai ko pena paling palit pusing kepala kau macam robot depan PC kan atau ko kena paling paling tu buku untuk tengok gambar tu. Padahal orang bediri ja pun?

Tu budak ada la penah bilang kalo ko ambil begini, begini lagi semart. Aku pun apa bah budak ni? *tapi baru-baru ni aku ambil gambar pecah leher kasi miring-miring juga tu camera* Bheh stressnya aku time itu kan. Terus aku heran la aku pun ok ok jak la sekali tu dia post gambar lens 50 mm dia tanya ini Tele ka? Padahal pro pic nya dia pakai Tele. Dari situ lah aku dapat tau dia budak Tingkatan 3 sebab baru terdetik hati ku mau cek infonya. Abis banyak tul dia komplen sama aku, aku ingat dia pro. Lupa kali dia belajar basic.

Jahatnya aku, mengumpat pula aku di sini. Sory.. Jan kamu panas ah? Melodi ba ni~~~

Tapi aku lah yang paling nda pro bah. Aku pakai kamera basic jak pun. Thanks. Tapi aku mau pegi beli strap Polka di Mega Avit. Semartnya. Nanti la aku kerja dulu. Lepas abis sem ni baru aku beli.. Begini rupanya. Spen ba?

Ok ini la basic lens namanya. 18-55mm. Basic ja pun. Tapi orang bilang kalau besar-besar ko punya lens, tapi basic ko pasal cara kamera tu berfungsi tu teda, sama juga kau nda boleh hasilkan gambar yang bombastik.

Sempoi kan dia pegang kamera? Aku rasa aku pun sama. Aku la penjaga kamera kelas paling bawahan skali. Aku boleh letak tu kamera dalam handbag ja. Lemah.

Sepa mau hadiahkan aku another 50 mm lens?? :p

Yang ini pun boleh la. Comel. Vintage kan~~ cool

BBQ

2012-01-03T19:10:00.004+08:00

This is just a lamo update. Ini hari suda tiga hari bulan. Aku baru mau update pasal apa yang jadi time detik 1.1.12. Memang la akhir-akhir ni aku sewel sikit. Terutamanya hal berkaitan kucing di rumah aku ni. Dia sewel, Tuannya ni lagi la sewel.

Back to basics. So time new year tu macam biasa la family aku ni kesukaan buat bbq. Time tu semua orang la berkumpul, then bercerita suka suki, mengutuk sesama sendiri, well maksud aku antara sepupu sepapat. Kamu buat apa malam new year? No feel ka?

Aku pun macam no feel jugak sebab aku sempat lagi tengok-tengok masterchef. Time kami buat bbq tu, beganti-ganti la sepa yang jaga tu api. Banyak lauk, sampai aku pun nda tau mau pilih yang mana. Malangnya aku gambar sikit ja. Hahaha. Ada juga kawan-kawan yang datang. Begabung lagi bbq sama jiran sebelah.

Kami start 'jamuan' lepas Isyak. Tapi aku rasa aku antara orang yang lambat sampai sebab bila sampai rumah kazen aku ni, yang lain ada suda. Macam kelab malam suda. Hahaha.

Basicly kami bakar ayam, udang, sotong and ikan. Tapi aku nda banyak ambil gambar sebab aku kena buat kerja-kerja mengipas. Bila aku suruh yang lain ambil gambar, dorang pun malas. Besides, semua sibuk besembang. Macam nda ingat dunia.

Udang pun ada jugak. Aku rasa bahagia sebab dapat makan udang panggang. Yang lain pun sama juga. But it annoys me a bit when it's kinda hard to pull the shrimp and stick apart. Melekat ni. Terpaksa la kau mengguna kan tenaga gigi kau.

Yea that's quite it. Tapi aku rasa tahun ni weird sikit sebab bbq. Baru aku ingat, 2 previous years, kami buat steam bot. Tapi hantam saja la. Sorry about the fish. Kurang pakar sikit mengasi tebalik tu ikan. Ancur jadi nya. Kepala nya pun awal-awal lagi suda teputus time di bakar.

Ok ini kami tengah-tengah malam tu. Time tepat jam 12 tu jiran pun semua di luar. Astaga orang sebelah pun sot, dia pigi kasi hon kereta dia balik-balik. Nda lama, ada lagi 2 3 kereta buat benda yang sama. Last-last kami pun ikut juga semua kasi hon kereta. Palui. Hahahaha. Memang jiran yang nda bertamadun. Tapi nda apa ba, sebab semua pun pi buat benda yang sama kan??

Ok the end. Thanks sebab sudi menyibuk di page ku ni..

PS: Shoutmix aku baru suda. Ntah apa namanya tu. Yang lama tu expired suda sebab page tu suru ko bayar dulu baru boleh pakai. Lol.

Ayam Goreng Ala KFC

2012-01-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

Memandangkan semua orang sibuk bercakap pasal New Year, lebih baik aku buat post yang pelik sikit. Hee~~ Today, hot title is New Year, even dalam Twitter pun sibuk trending pasal new year. OM, tua sudah aku tahun ni. 2012 means by October aku 21 tahun. Brr.

Tadi penghuni-penghuni rumah ni sibuk turun padang ke bandar untuk memeriahkan lagi suasana yang jam. Aku rasa la jam sebab cuti ni selalunya macam paip tesumbat ja jalan raya di KK tu. So aku yang tinggal di rumah ni kelaparan. *aku bila masa la nda lapar* So, here we go.

Ayam Goreng Ala KFC

Bahan-bahan

Ayam

1 cawan tepung gandum

1 cawan tepung jagung

2 sudu serbuk kari @ cili *kalau suka boleh letak, tapi aku nda letak*

1 sudu kecil serbuk penaik (baking powder)

1 sudu kecil serbuk lada hitam

1 biji telur

garam secukupnya

Cara memasak

1. Campurkan tepung gandum, tepung jagung, serbuk kari, serbuk lada hitam, serbuk penaik dan garam. Gaul hingga sebati.

2. Pukul telur. *ada jugak orang ambil putih telur ja, tapi aku prefer dadarkan telur tu.

3. Salutkan ayam dengan telur, kemudian celupkan dengan tepung. For better quality of taste, salutkan ayam tadi sekali lagi dengan telur dan tepung.

4. Panaskan minyak, gunakan api kecil sahaja. The reason is, kalau api panas, dalamnya nda masak. So use a light amount of fire.

4. Gorengkan ayam (deep fry) 15-20 minit atau hingga keemasan.

PS: Jangan risau pasal minyak. Kalau api tu betul-betul perlahan atau ngam, ayam tu nda meletup-letup.

Lastly, enjoy :)

Perpustakaan

2011-12-31T14:36:00.005+08:00

Cheh title saspen abis. Macam riak semacam ja tu titile. Bahaha. Sebenarnya baru-baru ni aku ke library. Banyak niat ku. Mau buat assignment lah kunun mau kasi habis. Memandangkan ada cuti seminggu. Dalam 5 hari pertama aku cuti duduk rumah, keluar, jalan, makan, minum bla bla. Jadi aku ambil keputusan untuk pegi library. Aku pun kurang pasti la apa nama lib tu. Tapi located dekat dengan Arkib Negeri Sabah. Suka pegi sana sebab very comfy since kurang orang.

Semangat sungguh aku bawa buku tebal semacam dengan lappy sekali. -!-

Sekali sampai sana, tiba-tiba ternampak Petrosains. Dengan semangat sungguh aku pegi Petrosains tu. Aku end up buat satu jak artikel. Sepatutnya aku ada 3 artikel + 20 fill in the blank(s) questions + study untuk test minggu depan. Apalah nasib minda ku ini pemalas sungguh. Paling pemalas di dunia sudah ni. Anyway.. Mari kita layan pic.

*It's ok darl, cuti tu untuk cuti. :P *

Ok this is quite exiting. Ada arahan, sila click on pic to enlarge and read. Hehe. Sebenarnya susunan getah tu bukan macam tu. Tapi sekali aku sampai memang macam tu daaa~~ -.- Aku rasa permainan ni sesuai untuk budak-budak SPM yang sibuk belajar probability. Macam soalan dia berbunyi 'What is the probability of shaking hands occured among 3, 4, 5 people??

Ini aku. Depan tu cermin. Haha. Dengan buku-buku aku sibuk ke hulu ke hilir dalam dewan ni. Heran mungkin penjaga tu tengok aku yaa..

This is a cute kind of game. Sebenarnya itu bayang-bayang and it is actually LCD projector. Ala macam dalam kelas tu. Bila kita bediri depan LCD tu, 'manik' berkumpul.

Lol. Hahahahaha. Kejam sungguh aku bagi tu caption kan.

Siapa sini suka main Hot Wheel?? Ala yang kereta kecil-kecil tu. Ini some kind of the track. Tapi dalam sini kita guna bola untuk roll off atas trek ni. Sangat tinggi ok, aku pun rasa jadi budak-budak sebab trek ni kita boleh susun sendiri.

Ok seriously, ini untuk orang yang gila m3. Ambil mu! Susun la macam puzzle pakai ni angle pieces. Hahaha. Susah okay, aku tulung tinguk ja ni puzzle.

Naa memang la untuk orang gila m3. Dalam real life, memang ada ka m3 lab??

This is a domino. Game dia lebih kurang macam ni. Dalam garis lebar bawah sekali tu, bottom of the pyramid, mesti ada 8 holes. And dalam setiap garis memanjang, mesti ada 2. Setelah berhempas pulas mengerah otakku yang nda pernah suda buat latihan m3 ni, aku berjaya. Hahahaha.

Akhir kata, memang aku pegi lib, tapi aku lepak di sini. ahahaha. Aku lepak sini sampai kena suruh keluar suda sebab dorang mau lunch. Pas tu baru la aku pi buat kerja ku. Itu pun nda juga siap-siap sampai sekarang sebab aku punya Microsofr Word buat hal. Anyway to all Sabahans please come to Petrosains. :) Free entrance. Hehe

Cuti Umum

2011-12-27T19:40:00.011+08:00

Kemarin cuti umum. Semua orang tau. Kan?? And this week student diploma dapat cuti sem. Student degree dapat study week. Cuti la jugak tu. *refering to UiTM* Memandangkan cuti, aku pun bawa kazen aku begambar. Bukan aku yang begambar. Aku ambil gambar dia. :)

Last minit baru kami tiba-tiba planning mau pegi jalan. Agak lewat la jugak baru kami keluar. Mau jam 4 sudah time tu. Tapi nasib hari nda hujan. Just a bit cloudy. Anyway here's the result. Not the best. Just a hobby.

Location: Tg. Aru
For better quality please click on the picture. Thanks:)

The Facebook Thing

2011-12-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

Facebook? Sure everyone have an account now. Well, at least one. Facebook is a social network which I believe, everyone knew about this. Before Facebook, everyone is addicted to Friendster. I admit that I once be on Friendster and eventually leave the page now. I had my Facebook account since 2008. At the time, Facebook wasn't so popular. The population of Facebook was among the elders. I don't understand why is that.

But now apparently as you can see, Facebook is too famous and having too many changes throughout the process. Heard about the Timeline? It's the new Facebook thing. I personally haven't change my Facebook account to the Timeline series. I was told by a friend that it will be changed automatically even if you don't want to. The Facebook timeline is a bit weird. Maybe some of you like it.

But for me, I like how the original Facebook used to be. Now, I spend less time in Facebook and worst than that, I often deactivated my Facebook. In my defence I think that Facebook is really stressful for me sometimes. Especially when people start talking about stuff I won't want to take care of like homework and others related to school stuff.

Twitter on the other hand is something new. Getting it's popularity little by little. I can't remember when did I open that account. Probably it's more than a year now. At the time, there was me and my cuzzie's friend. Haha. But now, almost everyone had one. And it's getting less and less private each day.

Break

2011-12-24T23:57:00.003+08:00

No no. Bukan breakup. Tapi sekarang sudah mula cuti semester. Now is still Saturday. Jadi, it's officially the first day of the semester break. Sangat banyak kerja. Well, I could consider that there is a lot of homework going on. A lot of assignments and the most critical part is that we have to come out with a research paper this semester and I am still bengong mau buat apa.

I don't really have a plan for this coming semester break. Well tu hari plan mau menyambung kerja sekejap di Parkson tapi supervisor bilang tunggu nanti la when the Diploma ends maybe she could give me a suitable job dengan kelulusan yang ada. Lagipun dorang tengah buat audit. Besalah hujung-hujung tahun kan. So I decided untuk meneruskan bisnes tempahan bakeri seperti biasa. And thinking that maybe this mid sem break, I wanted to make a home made choc business. Tapi tengoklah. I'll get those choco stuff this coming Monday. Besok masih mau hu-ha. :)

To all 2011 PMR candidates, tahniah sebab sudah lepas PMR. Lepas ni SPM. Good luck.

My friend, Jay. Best shot of the day. Went out last Tuesday. Focus point on the camera.

f/4, 1/8, ISO 400.

Managed to minimize pecahan pada gambar indoor. At last.

#kalauakukahwin

2011-12-18T14:39:00.012+08:00

PS: Entry ini mengisahkan perjalanan angan-angan yang mungkin tidak menyenangkan hati sesetengah pihak.

Hi fellas. The idea of doing this entry for today came out from Twitter, which a lot of people is trending #kalauakukahwin in Malaysia. I don't really know what to post on my Twitter about that but maybe I could share it here. Hehe. It's a kind of self-imagination. Well, sometimes imagining something could make you feel good. Maybe here's a list of thing that I would like to have on my wedding.

Kad Kahwin-Invitation Card

First sekali kalau mau kahwin mesti ada kad nya kan. Kalau boleh kad kawin aku macam ni la rupanya. Royal wedding lah kunun. Magical wedding ala-ala Disney. Isn't that amazing to have a wedding invitation card to be looking like this one? I, myself will be amazed with the card and hang it on my wall later. :P

The Wedding Ring

Every girl and everyone would love diamonds. If possible, I would want a simple ring for my wedding, but with a lot of diamonds on it. Hee. How much would it cost?? Pakai diamond palsu boleh juga kan. Asalkan cincin laki aku bukan asal usulnya emas. Hahaha.

Bunga Telur

Bunga telur is a Malay tradition. Kalau ada orang kawin, mesti ada bunga telurnya. But lately in the modern days people kind of forgot this unique tradition. According to what I've read, bunga telur ni melambangkan kesuburan dan kesucian. Maksudnya bunga telur ni dipercayai boleh bawa kebahagiaan etc. dalam rumah tangga si pengantin. Since I'd love to have a Royal Wedding theme, kunun, why don't it look like this?:

Wow lawa kan bunga telurnya. Kaler emas gitu. Hehe.

Or maybe yang ini pun boleh juga. Comel dan creatif sungguh pencipta bunga telur ni:
Yeap this is not an ordinary flower but it is actually a small bucket of flower with eggs included along it. How nice would it be to have this on your wedding?

Bunga

Bunga yang di pegang tu. What actually is it called? Kalau boleh aku mau rose hidup. Macam ni. Woah baru la berseri sikit. Lalala.

Kasut Pengantin

Wah speaking of kasut ni. Semua perempuan mesti suka pakai kan high heels or wedges. Kalau suda namanya wedding, everyone wants their best for that special day. I'd love mine to be filled with lots of blings. Hehe semartnya tu.. Ulala.

The Wedding Cake

Wedding cake pun mestila yang paling magical. Disney kan. Biar semua yang datang dapat bawa pulang kek. Hehe. Ada kawan aku pandai decorate kek and buat kek, far better than me. Nadeera namanya. Mungkin boleh jadi pastry chef aku time aku kawin nanti? :)

Susun Atur, Tema

This one is a very nice wedding theme. Ala-ala wedding si Edward sama si Bella?? So nice to have this kind of moment. Everyone must be happy. Aku la yang paling happy kalau dapat buat event macam ni kali ahh.. Heee~~ Pelamin ku pun mestila best-best. Begini ka?

Wow. I hope on my special day, semuanya berjalan lancar. Nda la macam kazen aku baru-baru ni, pengurusan dia agak teruk, macam sia-sia jak hire tu orang. Kalau nda pun, aku jak la sendiri urus, who knows I'd end up doing a wedding management business? Aminnnnnn~ (mcm aku sendiri jak kasi Amin tu?)

The Bridesmaids

This is something that people in Malaysia, maybe the Muslims rarely do. But I would like to have my bridesmaids on my wedding. And I'd love to have my friends to be the bridesmaids. Hehe. Punya syok tu kan share the moments with your closest friends. Kalau boleh biarla satu kelas ku tu jadi Bridemaids aku. Boleh? Cherry jadi flower girl. Housemate aku semua mesti jadi Bridesmaid. Kita mesti glemer2 time tu ok?

The Photos

Wah nanti aku kahwin mesti la ada photographer special. Nanti kamera tu jak aku tinguk. Hahaha. Yang pre wedding punya photos pun aku mauk. Hehe. Mesti best tu kan ada album sendiri. Ini balik-balik ambil gambar orang, sendiri bila lagi.

Pre wedding.

On the big day.

Tengah besanding.

So nice to have beautiful graphy moments. Agak-agak siapa lah nanti jadi photographernya?

The End. Thanks for reading. :)

Swifties

2011-12-17T13:01:00.004+08:00

Hi there. Spare some time for blogging today. And the title is Swifties. I bet most of you are not familiar with the name. It is actually a term for Taylor Swift hard-to-die fan. And I am one of hers. I am a fan of Taylor since her first debut. As far as I remember the first song that I heard from her was when I was 15 if I'm not mistaken and the song that I was addicted to was fifteen. What a lucky song that is. :)

I bet every girl would love Tay's song. It matches with your situation and I should say that her songs are related to how a girl feel. There is even sayings that Taylor sings what a girl wants to say and Bruno Mars sings what a girl wants to hear. There is no doubt that the statement is so damn true.

Last time there is facebook, I wasn't too much addicted to Taylor but soon after I made my Twitter account, as a fan I feel so much closer to Taylor as she tweets a lot. More or less like how Justin Bieber tweets his fans.

When I was back home, I am a fan of The Oprah Winfrey Show. Taylor had been to her show for several time and I remember that there is this little girl, who is a Swifties as well, she was brought by Oprah to Taylor's house and personally do an interview on Taylor Swift. I was going all gooseumps and just went exited to watched it. Even now, I still remember how that little girl looks like, wearing glasses with a short blonde hair. She is just so lucky, and Taylor treated her so nice, that's when I love Taylor Swift even more. I told to my friends about this many times, I bet they knew what I was going to say but I just can't help it. Haha. Sorry.

Taylor is just so cool that she wrote her own song. And at 12, she manages to wrote a 380-page novel (I'm not sure about the figure, but it's 300 over page). She is just so talented. She is now 22. And a world-star, I must say. I don't know why I am so addicted to her songs. She once told Oprah that she is kind of sad for the fact that she did not continue her studies for Degrees. But still in contact with her friends and do get jealous of them. Her friends must be lucky to have her.

I have a special playlist on my phone just for Taylor's song and in the middle of being a Swifties, I dragged my boyfriend along. My boyfriend is also a fan of her. But lately he is into Selena Gomez. haha. Being her fan reminds me that every girl deserved to be appreciated. Listening to her songs made my problem fades away sometimes. You know you could get blues with her songs.

Taylor was known as a Country song singer and even invited to be featuring in the Hannah Montana the Movie. Last semester there is this class I took, which was the Organizational Behavior and we played game which would be needing us to list the name of a Country song singer. We were even asked to tell what kind of emotions are brought by the songs. I told them that Taylor's song are sentimental and they argued me on that. I mean a bunch of people. Seriously, I was like what the hell did you just said??? Taylor's song is not touchy? Not sentimental, I was going to play them her song, but that was just my imagination. How could they think that they know Taylor Swift when I was like listening to all her songs since I was in Form 3. grr

All I can say is Taylor is a great singer and I would love to meet her eye to eye. Hehe. maybe it's just a dream. But yeah I love her a lot, and her songs, and how she looks, how she dress, she is just pretty.

Isn't she?

Make Over

2011-12-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

It's my second post of the day. Well of course the date is different but my posting was on the same day actually. It's late night now, almost one and I am here to post another thing just to say greetings from my new layout on blogger.

It is amazing how long I haven't been updating. Ideas went out but there's just a hard time to get the words together. My mind just went out jammed and there is just so much things going on around me, which keeps me busy playing around with my imaginations. So many things had been going on. And I watched Twilight.

Twilight: Review

This is a very nice movie and I should and must suggest anyone who haven't see this movie. But of course if you do not follow the movie since the first series, you would be blackout through out the session. So many romantic things have been going on and I must sat that this is the most romantic movie that I had ever watch after What's Your Number. The plot of the story is just so perfect and it made you feel like you are apreciated tho your are not in the movie. Haha. Just so romantic and the song (OST) blends in very well with the scene that is going on. I even persuaded my boyfriend to watch it for the second time together and of course he didn't refuse. He is addicted to Twilight more than I do.

End of review. You should google for better one. Hehe.

The Camera: Activity

I haven't been playing with my camera for quite a long period. Almost two weeks now. Well it is the longest period that I haven't come in contact with my camera. But I am planning a photo shoot with my cousin. We are supposed to be doing it last week but since I haven't pick up my charger yet, we just need to postpone it. My battery condition is just too bad. Maybe I'll be doing some photo shoot with her this coming weekend. And as a matter of fact, I forgot to tell her earlier that I am available this week. I love losing around with my camera and I love editing my original shoots. Now how would I ever tell these bunch of people that I just want to be the person in charge for taking photographs ONLY. It is just to hard for me to let my baby goes into others' hands. There is just two options for me which is (1) Completely not attending, and I am really considering it now, going serious in letting that happen and (2) Attending but will NEVER bring along my baby. I love my baby more than just a love song. I mean, baby, it's like holding a gold in your hands, maybe more. End of discussion.

The Contact Lenses and Selendang

I am getting lazy and more lazy each day to put my contact lenses on. But I am always in dilemma when I wake up in the morning, making a decisions whether I should put them on or not. If I put them on, it would be easier for me to wear my Selendang on. Selendang is a kind of scarf, which your could put it on you as a hijab. If I don't wear my contact lenses, I would be looking like some nerdy girl in some nerdy apparel looking like LOL. But yeah I should say that I still wear my contact lenses most of the days. MOST of it.

The Medicine

I always have a runny nose. It's a kind of disease, I forgot the scientific name but here we call it resdung. I must say that I am too depending on my medicine. I am addicted to it. If I do not take it for any of the days, I'll end up sneezing all day and will always be having problems when it comes to my sleeping time. I think that it is dangerous for my health. But what to say, it was the doctor who gave me like 3 months period meds.

The Visitors

Recently I opened my Stats column on the Blogger Dashboard and you know that they show maps and there's this green colour which indicated which country visited you the most and it turned out that the next country after Malaysia which visited me is US and Russia. Thanks my visitors. Anywhere you are. :)

The End.

Broken Hearted Girl

2011-12-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

The title is just for saying. But I am broken hearted for the fact that I have too many classes to be replaced, for the fact that I have to attend some meeting in which, I am allergic to meeting right now, forever and always and also for the fact that I have no friends. That hurts me. But who cared, I knew it would happen due to my stupid selfish attitude. The only person who talks to me is my cat. Oh yeaahh she is always so busy meowing here and there. Waits for me in front of the door. I could consider her as my BFF tho we fight sometimes.

I think it is now the end of the third week of lecture. Next week is another week of class to go before the mid sem break. I could say and admit that I am the BIKIN PANAS type. Since I have to gone through several things that I really hate nowadays such as the programs. I am stressed out even hearing those words and I completely understand that people just don't get it why I hate it so much. And

"I apologise for making faces to anyone who I have made faces before and later."

I just can't help myself for being so stress and hateful towards the big thing that is going on. And it is tough to face this problem since I just knew that there are people who are two-faces. But don't worry I am that type of person too. But yeah.

"It is just hard to face this situation alone."

I am even getting lazy to start my revision. With the fact that there is a lot of assignments going on. It's just bursting all out in my head. And as a result, I went out with my boyfriend a lot. I think he is just the best friend I ever had because we fought like married couple and act like there is noting happened between us the next day. I told him a lot of things and I bet he learned a lot of who and how my friends are through out the serious conversation. Whenever I am stressed, I asked him out.

LOL.

Thanks to my Superman for always being here for me. Thanks to my cat for calming me.

Thanks for those who are insulting me. Thanks to my haters.

Bye.

Final Semester

2011-12-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

It's already my final semester. Memang rasa la jugak lamanya mau berdiri di kampus ni sampai sekarang sudah final sem, final year. Almost three years here now. It's already the third week of lecture and yet I feel like it is still holiday. The reason is because we have 2 lecturers for 4 subjects and one of the lecturer is on holiday. And that made us completely free and clueless not knowing what to do during the free time.

I remember when I was in my junior years, I really hate joining activities that was held by the university unless it is stated as compulsory. And I bet it is still like that until now and believe it or not, there is this upcoming event going on the campus. And I just wanted to say that I really have no money left. I could display you guys my account balance if it is required for me to keep myself out of the activity. I know I disappoint you but this really burdens me.

I have been talking about this matter to a few people and yet, I have been getting the same responds. And that is where I started to realize that I am lonely.

I feel so lonely that I wanted to slap myself. It is really disappointing to have people not on your side. I wish I have a BFF who would support me with his or her very all heart.

Speaking of witch, baru-baru ni ada la hamba Allah yang aku kenal. Very nice to me. Helped me a lot. Muka bajet suci bajet baik. Oh my been good to others too, aku sayang dia sampai mati la sebelum aku tau hal ni. Aku memang hargai dia sebagai kawan aku. Dia memang banyak tolong aku, share cerita dengan aku, kawan sampai mati lah katakan, sampai la baru-baru ni ada seorang kawan reveal perangai sebenar dia. Dari situ, aku pun mula fikir, siapa bah kawan sebenarnya ni? Sini cakap sana, sana cakap sini.

Hurm, sebab cerita tu, lagi la aku rasa lonely dengan keadaan aku yang kesempitan wang sekarang ni. Aku boleh gerenti aku ndakan dapat bagi apa-apa komitmen. Kamu boleh rujuk CIMB dan BIMB untuk info terkini akaun aku. Banyak lagi benda belum settle. Buku belum beli, pandai-pandailah kamu.

Kawan? Siapa bah kawan ni? Ya kamu la sendiri-sendiri jak bekawan baik kan.

The Secret of Beauty

2011-11-05T23:25:00.004+08:00

The Facial Mask

Mask bukan sebarang mask. not the mask which you use to cover up your face when H1N1 happened to hit your place. :) Hehe. I would like to talk about facial treatment mask. I am sure that many are familiar facial mask. You could easily find them at Supermarket, Guardian, Watsons and other stores.

I am sure that girls are the people that are attracted to buy facial mask. no doubt, there are some men too! Yang metro la ofcoz. Aku rasa semua orang pun tau kewujutan mask muka ni. But maybe some people just don't realize what are the best mask for them. There are so many types of facial mask and let's go through them:)

But before that maybe you could simply do this simple test roughly to test what skin type do you have. Take a piece of tissue and simply open the folded tissue. Apply/cover it to your face. If:
-the tissue is covered with oil, then you have an oily skin type.
-the tissue is covered with oil on several areas of your face such as the nose, forehead and some of your cheecks, or called as the T-Zone, then you have a combination skin type.
-the tissue is mostly dry then you have a dry skin type.

1. Clay Mask
Have you heard of the clay mask? The clay mask is usually used for the oily and combination skin type. It had always been recommended by dermatologist to use up a clay mask for a people with a combination skin type. This mask claimed to be the best for removing excess oil in face. It could also deep cleanses your face and might help in preventing and also removing blackhead. Aside for the oily and combination skin type, clay mask works well with sensitive skin. I have tried the face mask once, it is cool but usually clay mask does not come with a great smell.

2. Moisture Mask
In stores, we could easily find this type of mask. The moisture mask works best with dry skin. Moisturising mask will help your skin to rehydrate and could also firm and make your skin plump. When it comes to moisture mask, it is usually in creamy texture and it leaves your skin really soft after you applied it even for the first time. I used to have a dry skin back when I was in secondary school and often used a moisture mask. There are also moisture mask in the form of put on mask. Rehydrate your skin condition would be the best way to keep your skin young.

3. Exfoliating Mask
When you have a dull skin, the best way is to use an exfoliating mask. However, it is not suitable for sensitive skin. Exfoliating mask often gives a sting sensation when you applied it to your face. I do a lot of mask reviews because I really love to go to the Watsons and Guardian stores. From what I've seen, the exfoliating mask usually comes with a fruit extract. One of the cheapest exfoliating mask is Malaysia would be Garnier. With lemon extract. People would be pleased after using this type of mask because you could see the difference once you rub the mask out.

4. Firming Mask
Firming mask are meant for the mature skin. This type of mask usually help to firm the skin. From what I read and heard from people, the firming mask would leave your skin to feel tighten. Some are fine with this sensation because they know that the product is working but some are not. Many firming mask comes with a high prices since the function and also the ingredients are more complex to other mask.

There are so many types of mask out there and some might just bought the wrong one and making it worst. This post is for sharing. I really love buying facial mask and for the fact, I have never really finished them one I bough it.

Maybe today's post could help you to decide which mask should you buy.

This is the mask that I often by. My friend recommended this to me and overall I think that it is 4/5. The texture is quite thick and it is sticky. For best result you should take off the mask once it is dry and clean up the excess by using warm water. If you use cold water you might find that there are still some of them on your face. It is cool when you wear it because you could feel that your face is tight, the mask is working. Hehe. That is my review.

So what type of mask do you use. Share it :)

makan oh makan

2011-11-03T20:58:00.007+08:00

Hai semua. Rasanya tajuk itu mungkin sudah cukup untuk membangkitkan selera makan sesetengah individu. Hihi. Hari ni aku rasa macam mau buat entry pasal makanan. I am sure that we all love food. There are sayings which goes:

Girls eat because they are bored, guys feels bored because they are eating.

Rasa-rasanya boleh percaya ka ni? Terpulang dengan penilaian masing-masing. Hari esok hari terakhir untuk ke kelas, untuk yang belajar terutamanya, kalau aku, memang tengah cuti semester sekarang ni. Hehe. Aku sibuk baca posting orang lain, boleh di katakan banyak jugak lah yang tengah hangat mengatakan pasal makanan. Ahad kan Raya Haji? Banyak yang menyatakan makanan yang dorang mau makan. Terus aku pun macam kebuluran nih depan laptop. Hahaha. Lapar membayangkan semuanya.

Well aku ni memang suka makan. But I am not really a good cook. Masak sikit-sikit tu boleh la. Sup ayam is my favorite. Dan rasanya yang paling utama aku suka telur goreng. Haih nda tau la kenapa benda yang paling simple tu yang diminat. Kalau pegi kedai mesti mau tambah satu telur goreng. There are so many types of food and I could and must say that spicy foods are my fav. Tapi yang kepalingan tetaplah sambal belacan. Hehe. Ada ka jugak yang nda minat sambal belacan? Saya di sini dengan segala hormatnya ingin mencadangkan, abang abang, kakak kakak, adik adik untuk cuba sambal belacan dan pasti mau lagi! Hahaha.

Today went to Karamunsing. And I am addicted to this milky tea named Blog. It's just cute, quite cheap, relevant price and most importanly it is selling milky tea vanilla. I am so in love with vanilla flavor. And I couldn't explain the main reason for that.

That's the yummy milky tea vanilla. It only cost you RM 1.80 and I am addicted, really. As you could see there is a small black dots. That indicates that the tea is fresh. Diorang guna teh serbuk. You could smell the lovely tea essence. Kalau aku di hostel, aku selalu pegi IP, nama kedai dia Bubble Tea, but this one is Blog. Such a cute name and cute mini stall, pink in colour. Di Sandakan pun ada jugak. Tapi tiada pulak aku ambil gambar kedai ni. Yang di Sandakan jak, but I uploaded it once.

Cool Blog. Okay di sebabkan aku ni addicted, aku rasa selalu jugakla aku beli benda ni. Aku jarang beli bubble tea di Yoyo Cafe, a famous cafe among teens here in KK. Yoyo teda ba perisa vanila. Bosan sungguh.

I even had a second cup for myself. Haha~~ Bosan kaliah itu lelaki tengok aku yang balik-balik membeli di sana. Sabar je ;p But don't worry, tauke dia mesra alam. Satu Malaysia gitu. Haha. Siap ada logo lagi. Sabah supports 1Malaysia! It is a fact that is agreed by all Sabahans ;) My grandma is a Chinese.

Later that day I even made a stop di Uncle Bob. It is actually a simple food stall which sells fried chicken. And it is yummy. The name is Uncle Bob.

This is the fried chicken. Warnanya ada sedikit oren sebab aku mintak yang pedas. This one is more or less like a chicken pop corn. I bet anyone would love the soft texture of the chicken. They claimed that this is a chicken breasts with a soft texture and they really mean it. Dan aku sentiasa makan untuk menggemukkan diri sendiri. Hehe. Tahniah.

Oh iya. Ini dari kemarin. This is a close up photo of Roti Jala. I made this ;D Yang kari tu nda la. Hahaha. Kari tu dari lebihan si Abang Man punya majlis nikah. Since ada lagi kari, jadi kami membuat la roti jala dirumah. Rupanya sedikit hangus sebab I like mine to be like that. It's crispy taste is killing me.

Another lovely dish. Haha. This is a home made Pasta. Yeap I am serious. Tapi yang pasti, bukan aku yang masak okey. Hee~~ Kazen aku yang buat pasta ni. Semalaman dia bekurung di dapur sebab merebus daging. Ini one of the menu during my cousin punya majlis sanding last Saturday. And I had 3 plates of pasta hari tu. Hahaha. Kesedapan kunun aku. Sampai kena marah sebab telampau banyak makan daging.

Okeh ini menu yang paling simple dan sedap kalau di asrama. Hahaha. Telur dadar bukan cincai ni. Sudah di tambah dengan mayonis. So could you imagine how it would taste like? Kalau belum pernah try boleh la cuba resipi simple ini:

Telur Dadar Mayo-inspired by Viona Dya
Ingredients?
1. Sebiji telur.
2. Mayonis secukup rasa/sepuas hati

How to cook?
1. Pukul telur dengan mayo. It's quite hard to blend up the both of the ingridients, so try using spoon.
2. Panaskan minyak.
3. Goreng telur.
4. Siap. Sedap ;)

Sila abaikan telur yang agak beserabu di atas. Agak susah untuk balikkan telur dengan cuma menggunakan sudu makan. Haha.

Okeh maybe that's it for now ;)

Classmates and warga UiTM (Diploma and Pre), good luck, besok result! Hehe.

Nota kaki: Tengah berdebar-debar membayangkan result. Haihh..

Gagal

2011-11-01T20:17:00.004+08:00

Hi alls. Yang bercuti, teruskan bercuti, yang bekerja, semoga la, yang belajar, blajar la. Hehe. Failure is for today's post. Mau post something semalam tapi mata ni macam mengantuk semacam pulak ni. Huhu. But before that, tadi ada phone call from a guy, asking for me but when my cousin passed me the phone, it was hung up. Kazen aku bilang, itu la lelaki yang selalu cari aku. Ok that is freaking me out. Mana la tau dia tau aku ada di rumah terus dia pegi sini ka. Huhu.

Ok let that be for a moment.

Failure. Gagal.

Aku rasa semua orang pun pernah gagal. Nda kira la gagal study ka gagal buat kuih ka etc. And recently aku baru dapat tahu yang aku gagal dalam satu aplication ni. Hal itu sebenarnya nda la jugak membuatkan aku takut or sedih tapi makanya membuatkan aku lebih gembira sebab aku sudah gagal untuk that aplication. Cheh. Hahaha. *ketawa kejam*

I am so sorry readers and stalkers, memang aku sudah jadi jahat. Aku gagal dan 3 orang ja yang tau pasal hal ni. At least for the time being la kan. I am sure the rest will know sooner or later. Aku bagi tau si pacik, Rere, and Nurul. hee~~ Aku kehappyan la. Rere and Nurul is among the closest person to me in my class.

Sorry sebab aku xboleh bgtau lebih lanjut apa yang aku gagal ni. But I am sure that certain people know what I am mumbling about here.

Tapi when I think about it, ini bukan kali pertama aku gagal dalam aplication ni, but in fact this is my fourth time. Yang ke tiga tu, aku gagal sebab aku nda buat permohonan. Jadi, apa la tu? Hehe. But it made me think sometimes, kalau lah betul mau jaga hati aku kan, why, why in the world kamu nda pernah jaga hati aku. Perkara kecil, kalau di biar, boleh jadi besar. Hati aku bernanah sudah ni nda dapat diubat lagi. Even if orang lain cakap hal boleh diselesaikan, itu mulut orang, you never know until you are in my shoe. You let me be the last, ignored me, and ALWAYS that happened.

"The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment"

That is really inspiring me untuk lebih berbuat jahat ;) No matter what happens, we should be happy right?? Gagal bermaksud satu permulaan baru untuk kita semua lebih dewasa dalam menghadapi rintangan hidup. And maybe pengalaman yang aku lalui semenjak akhir-akhir ni mendewasakan diri aku, mungkin juga menjadikan diri aku lebih kanak-kanak. Pengalaman yang ada mengajar aku untuk lebih mengenali musuh dalam selimut. Lebih kenal yang mana yang patut aku percaya, yang mana kawan sejati, yang mana lawan, yang mana obses. Ops, aku ingin memohon maaf kalau ada yang terasa, tapi ini untuk yang berkenaan saja. Kita sama-sama boleh ambil iktibar.

So, di sini saya ingin mengingatkan diri sendiri juga readers yang sudi baca blog ini untuk lebihkan muhasabah diri, ingat asal usul kita, tujuan kita untuk ikut sesuatu, komit dalam sesuatu dan kenali diri, kenali kawan, kenali teman. Maaf, agak skema sikit. Sudah terjangkit sama si molek Nurul.hahaha. Classmate aku kalau baca ni mesti ketawakan aku.

"How ironic, failure saved my life."

Yes at the moment I may could say that failure in this thing is saving my life. Yes, melarikan diri memang tidak dapat selesaikan apa-apa. But somehow I could not believe that at this time. I might even never believe it. You could say that I am stubborn. But I am always me, I am staying the way I am. But somehow in this context, failure have saved my life. I just wanna live my life as happy as I would. As peaceful as it might be.

"Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst."

We could often hear this kind of sayings. It is always easy for us to hope for the best, but never for us to actually be ready for the worst. You never know how strong you could be until you needed to be strong. I am in that now. I am trying to be strong and tried to ignore what others might say to me. I don't really care what people would say about me but sometimes it bothers me. It matters when you are certain that people would talk behind your back. I know who you are but you could say anything you want. Sebab kau belum kenal siapa aku dan kau belum kenal siapa dorang sebenarnya. Aku tengah siap sedia membayangkan apa yang mungkin jadi kemudian hari and yes, maybe you could always say that I am not ready to face what happened. I am not perfect enough. I could just pray that all of this would end up quickly and I could berambus from where I am now.

I could just say that I am being myself now. And to people out there, jangan lupa untuk jadi diri sendiri. Don't even care about others sebab kalau kita nda jadi diri sendiri, dorang cakap kita berpura-pura kan. Have you ever heard?

"They told us to be ourselves, then they criticize us."

So jangan takut untuk jadi diri sendiri. ;)

The Busy Week

2011-10-31T01:15:00.004+08:00

Hi allss.. Readers, stalkers. Hehe. Minggu ni memang aku busy sangat. Humm. Minggu lepas may I say? It's already 1 and I am here so maybe I could say it's last week. Lol. Memang mggu lepas minggu yang agak busy lah untuk aku. Aku menyupir sana sini and buat kerja amal di rumah macikku. Haha. Actually last Saturday sepupu aku ada majlis bersanding untuk keluarga dan teman-temannya yang ada di KK ni. So the whole family went to his place and did some preparation. There is quite a lot of thing to do.

Hari Jumaat aku start tidur sana. Macam-macam jugaklah disibukkan dengan arrangement meja nya apa semua. But I think overall majlisnya ok lah boleh tahan except for the fact that pintu gerbang nya lambat sampai. Huu. Aku diarahkan menjadi jurugambar utama, cheh. Tapi malangnya aku di suruh menyupir. Aku agak kecewa la jugak lepas majlis tu. Hari Sabtu tu aku menyupir sampai KK ba. Bayangkan la dari Telipok sana. Nda pasal-pasal mau dua jam. Aku kesukaan jugak la mula-mula tu, skali aku tengok kamera, dui punya men meradang aku. Babs sungguh la ba kan when you are there, majlis suda mau habis, kau pun sudah penat, teda mood, skali gambar di ambil memang super sikit dan teda yang ngam ni ba dia punya angle.

I only found two best shots during the day. Itu pun kepayah-payahan ni ba mau mengadjust dia punya angle gambar tu. Apa-apa pun antam ja lah. HUHU. Tapi aku memang sedih. Sia-sia jak aku membawa kamera kalau begitu kan. I am truly sorry for the bride and the groom but I menyupir pun for you. So don't blame me 100 percent ;p

This is the two shots that I've been talking about just now. Yang pertama tu bukan aku yang ambil. Completely not me. As you can see the flash is on. I don't like flashes. The second one baru la aku yang snap. Ini sebelum aku makan ni. And pose di gambar ni memang bukan di suruh2. Candid berabis sudah ni. Hehe.

Ya makan itu memang penting. Pengantin makan, yang lain semua menyibuk.. Hehe.

Adikku ni. Aku pun nda pasti la apa yang di buat di tangga. Mesti bemain la tu. Ndada kerja lain la kan kalau budak-budak.. Apa lagi kalau suda jumpa banyak kawan-kawan baru. Makin hyperactive la semua budak-budak di dunia. Haha.

Ini aku. Nda pasal-pasal petang tu aku kena tukar profession jadi penjaga lalat. Kick jugak la. Macam mau 2 jam kaliah aku bediri sana menghalau lalat. Memang aku la kuli batak sana. Lol.

Ini aku sama bapa ku. Cheh.

Tiba-tiba kucing. Haha. Ini kucing macikku. Aduiyai kucing nya ni paling aku rasa macam chiwawa. Kucing baka apa jugak ni? Besar telinga nya. Mulutnya pun ada pelik-pelik sikit la shapenya kan dari kucing biasa. Mukaknya panjang. Tapi yang paling obvious telinganya la. Mingkin nda berapa ketara di gambar ni tapi memang besar la. Hahaha. Si brownie namanya. Sebab warna kulitnya cantik. Warna cokelat. Like someone's cat.. Huummm

Hobbies

2011-10-28T01:28:00.004+08:00

Well it turned out that I have too many hobbies. Maybe countless of them. Yesterday was a nightmare. And I am so stressed out that I started baking some cookies. Well keboringan jugak la kan di rumah. Nda tau suda apa yang mau di buat, apa patut di buat. Kemas rumah? Sudah jugak kemas rumah bersama-sama kazen aku yang sudah meluat dengan perangai ku. Aku suka kacau kucing. So bila aku kacau kucing, aku halakan tu kucing arah kazen ku. Jadi macam orang gila la kami bedua di rumah. Haha. Sot.

Yeap semalam kami membuat biskut kunun. Actually kazen aku mau kenduri kawin Sabtu ni. So macik ku bilang 'bagus kita buat biskut kan?' Nah membuat la kami biskut. Siuk2 membuat biskut kami ada unexpected guest. Si pengantin la pulak tetamu nya. Hahaha. They are on their way to get some things at home. Aku pun nda pasti la jugak apa yang dorang mau ambil tu. Aku di rumah buat dek seja.

Pas tu malam lagi sikit, mama pengantin pun turun padang sekali datang ke rumah. Mak ai meriah la rumah. Kadang-kadang rasa macam mau sambut raya pun ada jugak. Yala, suda la bekumpul ramai-ramai, siap membuat biskut segala. Macam hari raya jak. Even my dad is here in KK now. Yala dia datang sini sebab ada urusan kerja tapi alang-alang datang suda kan sekali la pegi rumah mami hari Sabtu ni. Ops. Bapa aku punya kakak sulung semua orang panggil dia mami. Even kawan-kawan si mami punya anak pun panggil dia mami. Haha.

So these few days I will be busy menghulurkan tangan dan tenaga ku. Bhe over. Hahaha. Aku juga akan menjadi supir, macam biasa la minggu ni minggu aku jadi supir sedunia. Sabtu ni aku di suruh mengambil Pak Andam. Oh seronok sungguh, aku dapat peluang free untuk mengasah bakat ku. Cheh. Semua la aku minat kan. Ambil gambar la, dengar lagu la, kpop la, buat kek la, biskut la, entah la. Lama2 macam teda suda benda yang aku nda minat mau buat.

Ni adunan dia. Nampak macam sikit, but it is actually in a big mixing bowl.

Ini la rupanya biskut yang aku buat semalam. Kick jugakla aku membuat sakit bahu ku. Sepatutnya nda ba tu, skali umi cakap macam sikit, di buat lagi la satu adunan. Sampai tengah malam kami membakar biskut di rumah. Hahaha.

Okeh. Gambar ni sungguhla sengaja untuk di kasi masuk sini ni. Hahaha. Aku makan ba ni kunun. Telur tu? Oww aku mencek ba tu masak ka nda. Macam nda masak ja aku tinguk time dia sampai. Aku ni nda pandai makan telur separuh masak. Minta puji juga kan. Jadi that is the reason why telur tu bidak betul.=P

Okeh K-popers terutamanya peminat Beast, ampunkan lah aku wahai peminat-peminat sekalian. Aku nda bermaksud menjeleskan kamu. Tapi time kazen aku belikan lanyard ni, dia bingung, aku pun bingung mau minta belikan apa. Aku sudah cakap belikan SJ, tapi mungkin dia nda dengar. Dia cakap ramai orang di kedai itu. Tapi nda apa la. Smart jg <3

Online

2011-10-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

Online is simply my all time favourite hobby other than listening to music. I do like to interact with people through the internet because of the most obvious thing, which is it could help you to reduce the sms or the calling cost. Well, it might be because I am enjoying a free internet through my aunt's wireless connection at home. But last time I do have my own broadband and pay it on my own. But since I moved to a new block at the hostel, I deactivate my broadband account because the internet connection there is way faster than the Celcom that I am using.

I could survive without the internet but somehow without it I just feel lost. Haha. Even back at my hometown Sandakan I am on line most of my time. I could barely watch the TV just to stay in front of my laptop. Internet could be my best friend because I could talk what I want and simply do what I want.

But now I am feeling controlled. Why?

I blocked your numbers.

2011-10-21T10:25:00.002+08:00

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

Photography

2011-10-19T14:17:00.006+08:00

Sorry for the previous post. I actually wanted to post out the meanest post ever but I dropped out my intention. Haha. Post some other day.

Photography is something very common these days. It could have been said that a DSLR camera is a must in every home recently. But actually photography is an old hobby that have been around us for years. Just that when the digital SLR haven't been invented, people would have to buy special films that could help capture pictures with special effects. But now, it all could have been done with a simple click on the DSLR camera. DSLR actually stands for digital single-lens reflect camera, which not many of us are aware of.

Last time this type of camera are owned by professionals but now we could see that even those without a knowledge of how the camera works have this in handy. I was into photography since I was 16. At the time I won the pizza hut moments competition. The picture is still on the web I suppose but I won't give you the link. I looked at my worst. Haha. I won the camera, its actually just a digital camera. I still have it, but it's not functioning any more. Olympus. Here it is.

You could tell it's an old camera. Hee~ There's some problem with the lens and it have been in this condition for some time.

Well after I have this thing in my hand my interest in photography grew ever since. Yes this is just a simple camera but eventually I started to discover the Macro mode which you could find in almost any cameras and just started to get crazy, took some pictures, posted it out here at my blog. I took pictures of random things I once have a flicker, in fact it still exist, most from this camera.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/haafizanadia

But then I started to use Canon Ixus. Here is one of my best shots.

http://haafizanadia.blogspot.com/2011/03/kau-senyumlah.html

Mind the editing techniques. Hee~ Most of the pictures were edited using the same techniques which is the saturation of the picture have been reduced. You should try it ;) It actually gives a big impact on your photos.

I don't know if people do notice that I am into photography. But when I first be with this new hobby, people don't even care of the existence of the DSLR cameras while I am craving for one. But suddenly everyone have it and are more upgrade than me. Now I am using the Canon EOS 1100D. When I first get it, it was very new to the market and it just have been released. I even got a special price since it was new, and there was this promotion. At the time my heard was trembled to choose between the Canon and Nikon.

There was this Nikon, I couldn't remember the model but it was cheaper than the Canon that I wanna buy but there are some feature differences such as the ISO and also the focus point. In the middle of that, I thought that Canon was better and so I bought it. But now I think that I am facing the cognitive dissonance, a term where you feel some regrets after buying a product. Yeahh I regretted buying the Canon 1100D because now everyone has it! Ish. I should have listened to my boyfriend. He said that it is better to buy the 550D. I could afford the 550D at the time but in my mind was, getting this is also good since I am only a beginner.

I think this is one of my best shot.

http://haafizanadia.blogspot.com/2011/07/outing.html

That was a lol statement now because now, people do not actually buy DSLR for professionalism but it's just a trend. I feel awkward to hand up my camera because of the trend. I am afraid of people saying that 'She have one, do she even know how to use it?' You know the camera is more or less like a simple digital camera where you have the Auto ones.

But yeah when I first got it, it took me some time to understand the terms such as the ISO, the aperture, the focal point, ect. It was hard and until now I am not an expert yet. I often like those photography pages on fb and my favourite is still Jebat Legacy. Even editing pictures needed some technique even me myself couldn't understand. But little by little I kind of get use of what are the ISO that people usually use what really is aperture though I don't get it scientifically.

Haha. I am just a beginner in the photography world. I hope that someday I will own a room full of cameras and lenses especially. Or even own myself a photography studio, business, etc. That is my dream and often people laugh at me for having that kind of dreams. Friends nor family, they are included. Haha. But yeah somehow I have that big dream.

However I do not really master how to make a great portrait. I have a friend who wanted me to take her pictures. Make her the model. I do want to, maybe I will take her out next semester for a photo shoot. But it bothers me sometimes when the weird feeling came across me like what would she think, would she be pleased with my outcomes. I guess I'll just have to improve myself. There's a lot to learn in the world. ;)

If you have anything to ask me, please do, or even if you want me to edit your pictures you could do so. I am so bored these days.

Here's a picture which I have in my collection. Left in my folders for decades. Lol. Over. ;p

This was taken during the Open House held at my aunt's house. I haven't find any spare time to edit the pictures. There is a lot of them and about the same pose, I need to choose the best. Hehe.

At Sandakan Airport, I was on my way to KK. I remembered I skipped class on that Monday. hee~~

The spectacular view from the plane. It's kinda LOL to take pictures because the plane is quite small, making it hard for me to move around.

"Sabah Tea"

a burned heart

2011-10-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

I'm not a good girl, I can assure you that. I didn't even perform well in my studies not be someone you could put some responsibilities on. There was once in my life, I felt like I am able to handle a lot of things, be good and serve people. I'm the type who happened to like something that makes you feel good like doing charity, joining some camping activities, you know random stuff like that.

I once be one of the school's buletin crew. I don't know why I love being one of them. There's just teamwork, you know, peers that you could count on. I was active in the school's girl guide activities. Even when I was waiting for my Diploma I still joined the activities held by the guides. I love being somebody.

And that feeling just continues right after I entered the university life. I was amazed with the seniors who happened to be the one who is assisting the orientation week and few semesters after being a PBS-pelajar biasa sahaja. hahaha. I became one of them. It was hard, yet fun to be one of the OC.-Orientation committee.

I was first attracted to join because my cousin is also the oc at her place. She studied at UiTM Perlis. Ouh in Sabah the OCs were called as PM-peers mentor. Well I have to admit that in Perlis it was way too fun because they actually had camping activities for the Kursus PM/OC. I was jealous and thought it would be the same here in Sabah, and so I sign up my name. Haha! But eventually it was not what I've expected because here in Sabah we have a lot of indoor activities such as talks, grooming...... But nevertheless the kursus went ok except for the fact that I am alone with no peers.

Ok sorry for the babling.

new earphone

2011-10-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

My cousin recently accidentally broke my earphone. I miss it ;( I needed a new one. And I am craving for one. I am someone who is a music freak. Wasn't really a music freak but I love listening to music whenever I am not with someone else. Enough to make me feel entertained.

Music make me calm. Well whenever I am alone and there is someone I don't know such as alone at the bus stop and there's a bunch of people there, I would feel weird but with some music on, I don't feel awkward any more.

I saw these on Tumblr. Isn't it cute? I'd love to have domo erphone. Haha.

This is currently the earphone that I am using. But pathetically my phone's sd card is having a problem. So I couldn't hear any music. It might look like those cheap earphones in stores but believe me the sound system is astonishing ;)

I sleep with them on. I know it's a bad habit but I seriously couldn't take those habits off.

I hope I could manage to get a new pair of earphone soon~~~

siap suda

2011-10-14T15:29:00.003+08:00

Yes siap suda speaking test aku and believe it or not I sucked! Totally sucked during the whole speaking test.

1. When we entered the room, I chilled a lot and couldn't even tell what the hell was I thinking at the time. I get nervous and my mind got scattered all of a sudden. There was a paper apparently on the table and obviously it is the question paper and the fact that I was too nervous, I accidentally flip over the papers until Teacher Elly told me not to turn over those paper since it was the Task A.

That totally got my nerve on and I couldn't think by the time she told me that. I'm afraid that she would got into this perception that I am someone who is not following the order. I wasn't like that normally. I'm sorry it's just that my heart went popping a lot like those popcorns. ;p

2. Oh yeah before the test even started, I figured out that I was in the same group with two of my classmates and there's this senior too in our group. At first I was like, oh owkay~ But then Fida, my classmate told me that this sis had actually taken her MUET with a result of Band 4. And she got me all cold.

That was practically wow! if you had a Band 4 result and she is thinking of resitting for the MUET. She really got out nerves on! I mean, woahh the whole way before it's even our turn, she was showing all of her skills. While the rest of us went panic, she was so calm and told us that it was easy. She is truly amazing. If I were her I think that it is such a waste of time to retake the test. Haha.

3. During the test, there was a lot of errors here and there by me of course. I don't even know why did I mumble all the way like that. I think that my points are weak. And for the second task, I even agreed with other's point instead of stating my own point which was given in the first task.

4. Besides that, what I usually heard from people who have been sitting for the MUET is that they didn't have enough time for the discussion until the examiners told them to make a conclusion. But for us, it's not even time, and it was so short that we have already gotten into our simple simple simple simple simple conclusion. Huhh~~

5. To make it worst, I was shaking during the speaking test. I am not sure if the others are aware of it but it's such a funny awkward moment. The moment I saw my hands were shaking I immediately took them down under the table. Hahaha. I didn't even notice that I was shaking until I saw it with my bare eyes. People say that seeing is believing. ;p

But anyway the test had gone by and it's time to really take the break.

Ouh yeah after the test I saw these people whom I hate. It wasn't like I hate them but I am so not in the mood to talk to them or even just look. I tried to seek for the counselor though the website and didn't get any reply. So whatever. I don't care about it now. I would just like to give those people a piece of shit at the moment.

Yes I am an evil. ;) But not to my friends don't worry. I love my friends and I am missing them now. Tata~~

MUET

2011-10-11T23:50:00.003+08:00

The MUET (Malaysian University English Test) exam started. And some of my friends will be having their speaking test tomorrow. I wish all of the year end 2011 candidates a very good luck ;) Mine would be on the 13th.

I envy my friends because they knew who would their opponent be since I never knew my team. And I could just hope that everything would come out just fine later on. I keep imagining that I would be very shaky during the test. Or maybe went blackout during the test. I could just hope that none of the dramatic situation would be happening to me on that day.

So today I went out to print my MUET examination slip and I met my school teacher. Teacher Precilla. And I could say that I am lucky because she volunteered to lend me some of the MUET books. If I'm not mistaken she is one of the Form Six's English teacher and that also mean that she mastered how the MUET would be. Maybe I could ask her for some tips and advise. Ow yeah, I'll be going to the school tomorrow to meet her again, to get the books. I hope I'll gain some knowledge afterwords.

I am so nervous. Huhu.

I started to get clumsy all the way and started to laugh a lot. Lol.

And today I have been reading a lot of blog post by others and that made me see the life. The normal life that we, as human being are living such as friendship and so on. Hee. Besides that I chatted with an old friend of mine. It has been long since we've contacted each other and suddenly we chat like nothing happened, like the way we usually talk to each other. That made me feel great to be having such a best friend like you. If you are reading know, you should know that I am lucky to have a friend like you. BFF~!

And other stories, I've been downloading Protect The Boss. The subtitle for the 14th Episode had just been released. But I seem to be having trouble downloading it. It stopped all off a sudden for about 4 times now, and this is my 5th trial of downloading it, and the second day in fact. How bad was that??

But the good news is my cousin told me that a friend of hers have the entire season of the drama. That means that I wouldn't have to waste my time to wait for it to download. But the problem is, I don't have any hard disc to transfer all the episodes. I'll have to wait until Thursday. I'll borrow it from my bf. Hehe~~

I guess that's it for tonight. Chow~~

Donghae's bday is this Saturday ;p

the holiday

2011-10-10T20:38:00.004+08:00

The holiday had officially begun. And it's the first week of holiday. Unsure of what I will do during this 6 weeks semester break. But what I am sure of is I am becoming the devil towards some group of people whom I consider as someone who I lost my trust to. I am sorry to say but I think that people misjudge you through your split personality in which inside, you are so devil that you chased after something which brings you self benefit.

And this coming Thursday is my speaking test for MUET. I haven't been practising English for some time and I am getting worse at it each day. Even my volcabs went down. I'm quite nervous of what's going to happen because I haven't gone through any simulation. This few days I've been trying to recall what I did during my English paper which was taken the latest one in my third semester. Approximately a year ago.

And throughout last week I've been exited for going out of town and I made it to a few places such as the Kinabalu Park and The Crocker Range Park. First I headed to The Sabah Tea Garden. The entrance is free and the views are quite good. Wasn't much of what I've been expecting. Haha.

That's me with the Sabah Tea Garden Background. I haven't took a lot of photos because I misplaced my other camera somewhere. Babo yaa!! This was taken with my canon DSLR.

The parking lot for the Tea Garden. As you can see the pathway is covered with stones. That is why I said that it wasn't what I expected. Haha.

And I also went to The Kinabalu Park. But by the time we get there it is raining. And throughout the journey I din't take a lot of photos.

This is the view of the Mt. Kinabalu, taken from the Kinabalu Park. It's quite hard to snap the picture of the Mt. Kinabalu at the time because it was very windy and I have to make a continues shooting since the clouds were moving very fast.

And besides there, I also went to the Crocker Range. About 2-3 hrs from Kota Kinabalu. We didn't stop much because it was a tough and challenging drive which driven me CRAAZYY~! The road is mostly about 10-15 degrees and really needed a low gear drive. Not much were taken because I actually went there so early in the morning, before the park is even open! Lol.

The Crocker Range is the biggest range in Sabah and it is about 900 metres above the sea level. It's cold there and if you go through the Kimanis highway. all you could see is forest everywhere since it is the reserved forestry. And as an addition the Crocker Range Park is the biggest National Park in Sabah. ;)

Here's a view from the Crocker Range Park. Astonishing.

Isn't it amazing?

This one on the other hand is the Crocker Range Park. Hehe. Still closed. But when we get there at the time there's this man with a binoculars. I bet he is going to get some jungle tracking afterwords. He was staying at the hostel nearby.

Exam Week

2011-09-27T14:14:00.002+08:00

The examination had begun and to tell you the truth I haven't done any preparation yet. Just few days before the exam started I went to my aunt's house and had massive preparation for Open House and that clearly made me ignored my studies and even if I had 7 days gap before my second paper, still, I sat down doing nothing except getting all exited for the Tumblr and watched the Korean Drama series which is Protect The Boss.

I downloaded the drama and it took wee days and weeks before I could actually derived it from the net. But unfortunately the web only provides until Episode 12 but that is better than waiting for weeks on the TV.

Besides that I got all over Jaejoong and you could completely say that I amm Miss Ketinggalan Zaman. Haha. Apart from it, I am getting my nerve on the Android Phone and now I want the LG Optimus Black. Last time I was all over Samsung Galaxy S II. But few days ago I went out and made some survey in which I had actually held this Optimus Black and believe me that it is super cool. And super light~!

And I am also getting exited over the new Galaxy Tab. It's beautiful ;)

Taxi

2011-09-14T00:25:00.005+08:00

A few days ago, I have this test. And I wasn't told earlier that someone would want to use the car and instead I have to take the bus to class. Unfortunately, that person didn't tell me earlier and I am in such a hurry in which I will be needing to catch a taxi to the class. If it wasn't a test I might have already gone home but I still have to make it to campus since I will be having test.

So, hendak di jadikan cerita la. I get into this taxi but right before entering this old man taxi, I went and ask the bunch of the taxi drivers there how much would it cost and they tell me that it will only cost RM 15. Shitly.... Something happened.

This old guy that I was in the taxi with, the driver it is. Haha. He has chit chat ting bla bla and I coudn't even focus on my readings. I was making my last revisions before the test that morning. He went:

Driver: Dari mana?
Me: Sembulan. (I told him where I was from that moment when I entered his cab. Not telling him that Im' actually originated from Sandakan)
Driver: Maaf la. Tapi Pacik rasa orang KK ni nda pandai maju. Sampai KK ja tukar baju, and then jalan eskep. Abis tu tgh hari pakai balik baju sekolah, pura2 penat sampai rumah.
Me: Oo? Hehe.
Driver: Yang boleh maju ni org pendalaman seja (dia yg sebut pendalaman. bukan aku). Macam dari Tawau. Kunak. (Bla bla suma Tawau la dia sebut.) Anak pacik sekarang dua di MRSM. (Is he trying to be racist and showing off??)
Me: (Same reaction)

Aduh ini pacik. Bila la Malaysia mau maju kalau dia ada perception yang buruk dan easily judging off people like that. Memang la aku bkn org KK, tapi aku blajar di kk sempat skolah menengah. Nda pernah pula aku sampai ponteng2 skolah. Mcm la di tempat lain teda org ponteng skolah.

Pas tu dia cas aku RM 40. PNya sial. Benci aku. Dia ingat aku orang KK kalik ah.

P/S: I hope teda lagi la org berfikiran sempit di Malaysia ni. Dia ni boleh menyebabkan aku menganjurkan demonstrasi. sudahla nda jujur buat kerja. Temberang ja lebih.

P/S: Tapi pacik sebenarnya orang yang samseng2 di skolah ni la yang meneraju jadi pemimpin nanti. Knp? Aku pun xtau. Kreatif mungkin dorang ni. Sebab kajian menunjukkan bahawa orang yang samseng ni merupakan antara orang2 yang paling berjaya dalam pelbagai bidang such as perniagaan and politik. ;) So be proud la kan kalau fai. paper. Hahaha

berhari raya

2011-09-05T12:46:00.010+08:00

Hari ni hari Isnin and I'm still home. Hee. Flight lambat lagi. Nanti jam 7 malam. Aku naik MAS Wings for the 1st time but sblm ni penah la aku naik forker. Yang penting hari ni aku nda datang dua kelas. Hurmm sooo badly nanti Rabu aku terima OGA untuk paper investment. Apa pun Raya kali ni best la jg.. Awal2 tu boring sbb kurang ahli. Last2 best. Haha. Some photo update here~~

Raya: Day 5

Ok ni kazen aku C Meeza. Actually kami tgh pasang riben tuk kereta pengantin. But it became super fail~ Haha

Oh si Bang Man~~

"This is a story of you and me"

The newly weds.

Oh ini sebelum kami bejalan. Sempat lagi mengerjakan si Bang Man.

Dan malamnya aku ke uma sebelah mama aku. Cukup sesat ya bcoz nobody tell me to wear the purple kurung.

Kazen aku yang buat kek ni. Aku ingat d beli~~

Klasik~~~ Almost all of us..

Syoknyaaa raya.. hehe~~

Okeh mmg banyak la kami ambil gambar malam tu..

Ni si Waf. Sebenarnya dia mau ambil gambar sendiri2 tp aku menyampuk. Hehe~

Okeh memang aku menyampuk la.

Gambar berbalas gambar. Um mmg spoil la aku malam tu. Uda la nda pakai contact lens~~

Sangat sukak tingu gambar ini.. Comel~~ Hehe..

Aku rasa setakat ni. Yang ni la gambar yang paling epic~

Suma mau masuk ;D

Raya: Day 6

Comel ka? Telah d crop dengan drastiknya. Keke~~

Forever Always

Pagi itu sangat kelas kabut sbb pelaminnya lum siap2 lagi. Sepatutnya di buat malam tapi hujan so xjd la. Pelaminnya di luar. Hee~

Si Abg cakap gambar ini smart.~~ Tapi time ambil gambar ni si Wak Run suruh aku amek dari tgh. Haha

Sweet moment~ B)

Me.Meez.KakNurul.Umi. Okeh xtau napa tetiba kami pnya tema merah. Sepatutnya family pakai kuning.

Anak beranak. Hehe~~

Okeh sumanya ternyata suka kena gambar. Haha. I have like 500++ photo taken during the day. ;)

Gambar yang sangat comel. Si Dady (bju pink) sma besannya. Hehe~ Gambar ni di ambil sebelum pengantin sampai. Kami suda merasmi awal. Haha.

Aku memang sukak makan. Kekeke. Aku lah orang yg pertama skali makan pagi itu. ;p Kamera yang sangat jelas menunjukkan segala jerawat2 aku. Ndapa natural beauty bah. Haha.

Title gambar ni: It has been 18 years. Okeh sebenarnya susunan kami sepupu sepapat dalam gambar ni adalah sama seperti sebuah gambar yang di ambil 18 tahun lepas. Sory sbb aku terlupa untuk snap gambar yg time kami masi budak2 dulu. Keropok kami lupa beli twiesties. Hehe antam ja la janji keropok kan. And sepatutnya si Arip yang baju petak2 tu di angkat oleh si Bang Man. Si pengantin. Haha. Dan aku sepatutnya makan lolipop. Syok la ambil ni gambar sbb kami mau buat ni dua tahun yang lepas lagi tapi setiap kali raya ada jak yang kurang. Kali ni cukup.

Gambar ni kurang adik aku. Sana dia di belakang. Hehe~~

Cubaan untuk kumpulkan semua sepupu sepapat. Azree tengah menculik adik aku dan gambar ni memang candit ori sbb semua okeh kecuali aku, p tgk adikku yang tengah menangis. Mungkinkah kami akan mengambil balik gambar macam dalam susunan atas ni 50 tahun kemudian? Haha~~

Okeh menipu la aku tu kan cakap raya nda best? ;p

merdeka raya

2011-09-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

Owkay basicly I got the new look for the blogger. And it's like a new beginning along with the raya celebration. It is already the third day of raya for those who are staying in Malaysia because as we know Brunei and Indonesia celebrated their raya yesterday. So how was and is your raya? Mine was hum so-so. Not so much fun because we are having not enough family members. But that is not to worry because my cousin are getting married this Sunday and I bet we could snap a family photo with our new family member. Hee~~

Now I am currently staying at my mother's place and just got back from my uncle's house. And tonight we are goin to be reunited at my mom's side. Quite exited. And yesterday was the Independence day along with the Raya. I don't understand why ppl are getting over exited and keep on saying the Merdeka Raya. I think kalau 1st Day Raya then Merdeka mesti lebih feel. Hehe~ No offence it was just my opinion. The reason is because yesterday was my sis's bday and we are are, were actually exited to celebrate three important ceremony of the year but nvm~

Did not snap a lot of pictures because I am not in the mood and plus I am the Babu cuci piring. Haha. I am stingy so just always remember that. In that case anytime I am not around my camera I will keep it in the room so that is maybe one of the reason why the pictures are too little.

This lovely cat is my aunt's cat. He is just too cute and I felt like I don't wanna let him go when I hugged him but unfortunately when my sister suddenly scream he ran like hell ;p

This picture above is my feet and I took them when I was at the bakery house yesterday. We bought some chocolate cake but I didn't eat them because I was falling over for the kek batik umi made.

My cousins.

My grandma and two of my cousins. Hee~

My family here is on my dad's side. And not all of us were here.

She is also my cousin and she is eight yrs old. But she is disabled in which she can't walk. She had problems with her bone development since she was born and it was so sad that none of the schools including the school for the disable would want to accept her just because that she is not able to be depending on herself. She can't even move on a wheel chair. I feel sorry for her.

And that is the end of my post for now~ ;)

malam takbir

2011-08-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

Sok raya. ;)
Mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin *untuk yg aku buat salah je* hehe

Hope you guys have a blast Eid~!

Untuk sepa2 yang bakal drive jap lagi or any time by now, Be careful ;)

Creating some trouble inside the cabin~

Preparing to come home ;)

And not forgetting my brand new header. Haha~!

Happy Hari Raya semua~!
Take care <3

raya

2011-08-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

Yeay mau raya suda. Lusa pulang kampung. Dan keja aku di sini membuat onar secara berterusan. Aku bahagia sebab sudah membuat onar. Haha.

Aku sda antar something sma kaunselor tp blum kna reply penat suda aku menunggu. Peduli la situ. Yang penting mau raya suda nie. Blum ada mood lagi mau edit gambar tapi memang teda mood. LOL mumbling.

Aku dengar dari bestfren ku semua orang tengah cari aku sekarang ni.Aku dengar ja la.

Bla bla bla peduli la kamu suma.

Some old collection yang terselamat. Ops baru2 ni laptop aku terpaksa di format sebab dia minta puji sama aku. ;p

Kaki si Cha. Seingat aku kami kuar awal kelas HR sbb ada test lagi petangnya. Hehe~

Kelas HR. Si Nisa yang ambil. Smart kan~~ Khas tuk exam yang akan datang nie~~ :) Good luck everyone!

Kemarin aku bejalan ke Suria. Ko rasa.. Pa motif gambar ni?? hmmm~~~

kondem

2011-08-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I last post. My laptop went down so it's kind of hard for me to post anything here. But it's all good except that everything is gone including my lovely precious Adobe Photoshop. I miss picture editing very much. There is some new collection I have here but I think I just have to wait until the software is reinstalled. I kinda forget where the location of the CS5 is.

So I will be having prep class tonight. And I am not looking forward for it because I am just too lazy for anything now.

I am so depressed as I am having some kind of role conflict. Lol. It's a term in OB. But I am seriously having big role conflict and I don'n know hot to act.

Consider this. How do you feel when you are doing lots of work and others have been accusing you that you are only goyang kaki.

-__________________________________________________-

kota kinabalu

2011-07-22T18:43:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is Sunday and soon my holidays are going to end. I am so so sad and I am so not ready to leave Sandakan for KK. This is so killing me. I'm not ready to face everything there. Huhu. I am not even ready to study. Whuah. I enjoyed the break very much. But still some are bothering me here. I hate you. Ops terase ke? Nak mampos?

Yang penting malas sungguh aku mau balik. I wish my friends di Geng Baik would be here. I couldn't find any other like them. Begaduh sama2 cari gaduh sama2. Haha. Samseng la kunun. But sadly tonight is the last night for me to be in Sandakan here in my room. I am going to miss everything here xspecially the high speed internet. Lol. Sepanjang keberadaan aku di sini, aku belum pernah lagi shut down ni Nadia's Lapetop. Lol

I went out with my friends. This one is Natrah. We went out and just spent time at KFC Bt. 4.

Ak pun mau jg la begambar. Haha. Lama ak nda jumpa c Nat nie. Kami dulu satu kelas. Gila2 la. Aku ingat lagi kami memasak tuk kelas KH. Kemahiran Hidup. Kami lupa bawa ais tuk desert.

C wan ngan c Nat. Ketawa jak dorang time aku beposing mengambil gambar dorang. Haha. Bilang c Nat, kami buat ni KFC macam kafe. Hahaha.

Ni ubat aku. Aku dapat time hari kedua aku di sini, Masih 'mengamalkan' ubat. Lol. Pakej la memang. Aku nda sangka la aku menang ubat dengan pakej nya skali. Demam batuk selsema suma.

ni si Zharif yang ambil. Aku telupa edit time post yang lepas. Besa la aku jarang kasi masuk gambar ku kan. Haha. Smart kan. ;p Kami di canopy walk time ni. Memang tinggi la macam mau 5 tingkat kalik. Uih sembarang. Haha. Tapi memang best la cuma kami kejap ja di sana sbb kawan ku c Wan kegayatan dia sepanjang kami bejalan di Canopy Walk ni. Cukup panjang jg track dia.

C Nat aku suruh beposing di Depan Kfc ni. Smart ka?

Aku ngan si Wan teda keja suda kami p try2 selendang di rumah. Haha. Pas tu begambar. Baru aku jarang guna auto focus. Aku pun ndatau tu kamera fokus sama sepa. Haha. Nda kali dia nampak kami dua ni.

Aku ngan si Wan singgah di kedai ABC di bt 4 tu sempat lagi kami mengoder wantan. Memang pecah la perut ku makan ABC sama ni wantan. Sedap. Bolehka aku kasi pindah kedai makan di Sandakan ke KK?? Kerjaku time cuti ni makan terus.

Esok pulang. Malam nanti ja baru aku packing. Aku tengah mood malas ni. Mau turun dulu pi bawah. Wah syok sungguh cuti kali ni. Jumpa si Wan. Aku rasa macam balik time zaman aku blajar sini dulu. Aku kuat memaki. Haha. It's something common here. Aku rasa refreshed and I really leave my problems at KK to just.. Well, be a bigger problem. Congrats to myself ;p

Ndapa. Asalkan ok. Huh Isnin pagi ni dapat result test investment. Memang hancur la aku ni. Besa la aku ni lembab sikit kalau bab mengira2 ni. Nda minat jg. Haha. I'm so scared. In fact satu kelas pun sama la ak rasa.

Toodles~~

outing

2011-07-18T21:33:00.005+08:00

Owkay today I went out with my friends. So much fun because we haven't met for a long time. And we chat so many stories came out. Haha. I could hardly laugh just now. ;P

And we did some photo shot. I enjoyed a lot. ;) I uploaded them on facebook but still I wanna post it right here on my lovely page.

>Counting the days for next Monday. More assignments, tests and quizzes to be handled. Quite scared because I am really enjoying my stay here. HuHu.

I don't feel like going back sometimes because right there is too much pressure. Here is like heaven. Eat and dance. Hehe

The cactus is just too cute for me. This is one of the expensive cactus breed.

Talent of the day. My best friend. Wan. Hehe~

Happiness is the best feeling.

I will always be with you.

I edited her lips as well. Try and error. Hehe. My first time ;)

I like this one. McAm buat video lagu pnya teaser jak, Haha. Prasan sendiri.

Zharif~

I'm the one who coloured it. Believe it or not?

Dengan fake pnya burung enggang.

I think the section is for kids. But kami pula yg sibuk mewarna situ. LoL.

Isn't the picture nice? Yoi memaksa lagi. tulung la. hahaha

I loike the picture. It's real flares. Flares are cool
;)

It took me some time to capture the web. Hehe.

I made the batch waktu last minit.

Good night ;)

test

2011-07-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

Owkay it's getting near to the break and I have one more test to focus on. Tadi suda investment. And it went quite well I think. Hee.. I'm nervous to think back what my results would be. And for tomorrow's test, I haven't prepare anything. I'm really having an overload information on my head. I just need some time to rest my mind for now.

This week was really hard for me. I feel like I'm having exam because the whole class was too busy reading and making revisions and just continuously 24/7 in that condition. Haha. Even our roomates felt weird. Too hardworking all of a sudden. Lol. But at least lepas suda sikit beban. Ringan kepala aku.

And now I'm still with my notes etc. Can't wait till all these are over. I want to relax. Pa pa pun layan dulu Nickhun. ;p

going home

2011-07-12T10:32:00.003+08:00

It's the last week of lecture before the mid term break arrives. And here we have a lot of quizes and tests to be covered. And why I am I soooo lazy to make even a simple revision? Hello Nadia wake up! It's investment and you are weak in calculation. Hoho.

Whatever the reason is I am lazy. I only make my revision a few hours a day. And tonight some of my classmates are having test. And that made me motivated not to attend for tonight's 'date'. Please. I'd rather get scolded than obtain low grades. And that is my new policy for this semester. People say that policies MUST be followed once you've made it.

And I would not go out this week unless it's already Friday and all my jobs are done. I really can't wait to go home. And here it means home means home. That means buhbyee KK. I will hate you. Hehe. Can't wait for photography. I can't wait for everything which makes me happy. Lalala.

And I lost my matrix card. One of the students here at campus last week told me that she found my card and gave it to the Unit Pengurusan Kolej pnya staff. I went there last week to check out where the hell is that thing and all I got was an empty handed because they told me that there is no card given to them. And I went to BOTH OF THE UPK and still gets the negative answers. Bluek.

I did went to the Unit Keselamatan to make a report and today I went to the UPK again to reconfirm where my card is. But, the staff again told me that they did not have it. I was like Hello? Huhu. They said that my friend took it for me. How could they let others took a card which is not theirs????? Imagine if it is an IC. They asked me to ask my friends while NONE of my classmates hold my card. Ish. This is a waste of time. Shit. My temporary card will only last untill this Thursday. I have a lot else to do rather than going to Unit Kewangan and then to F3. Duhh~~

Malas sungguh la beta. I should get goin away from my lovely lappy. Daa..

lost

2011-07-09T17:36:00.005+08:00

As a matter of fact. I ENJOYED complaining around. HuHa. Sorry to disturb you with that foolish side of me. But whatever. haha.

Been bored this weekend. Have to work hard. And. I just wanna be here for holiday. Vacation is a no-no for me right now.

My super duper cute card holder and I lost it last Friday. And I got a love letter BECAUSE of that. Oh Em Gee. The worst thing is that I've been accused for NOT using my card. HELLO? I did wore it the other day and so of everyday. s***? No wonder ppl keep on getting mad. It's because you accuse without any proof and it's not even the right thing.

The Perdana Park. It's cool.

The Suria Sabah. I love to hangout here. pfuit

The married couple.

The Jesselton Point. Went there last week. Cool.

The cute girl. Very natural mood.

The scene from the hostel. Lovely.

The books in the library. Human Resources.

And that's all so far what I've got here. Haven't go out for some time with my 'baby'.

last minit

2011-07-03T10:12:00.002+08:00

Each day, my blog is getting worse. I love to mumble around as no one will ask me what is happening and yet I warned that I will not be responsible if there is any of you who is reading this, is feeling irritated of what I've said and what I'm going to say.

I'm the kinf of person who is not good in managing my time wisely. I do whatever I want, whenever I want it. HoHo. And now I'm having a lot of upcoming events, quizes, tests, assignments, task and whatsoever.

I was given a job which I am not an expert in the task that I'm given. And I'm feeling so stressed. BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY PASSION IN DOING THAT. Buek. I asked for further information and people keep on telling me NANTI SAYA BAGI. NANTI NANTI NANTI. Hello? I have so many of other things to do.

I'm out with my mom today since I'll not be seeing her for the next 2 months. I know maybe for some of you 2 months may be a short period but think man. What if she's your mum?

Okay okay okay. I feel like screaming all my way.

2011-06-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

PANDAI CAKAP JA. NO EMPATHY AT ALL

2011-06-28T15:34:00.002+08:00

AGAK BABI LAH JUGAK MAU BUAT KERJA MACAM NI.
AMBEK MU~!!
TEDA2 BAH SUMA NIH!!!!!
MAU AKU JADI NAGA?
KAU MAU SANGAT?
GTH

somehow

2011-06-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

Eh banyak tul keja aku. Nda sempat siap satu, ada lagi kena bagi. Ntah apa2. Keja pun banyak jenis. Keja rumah, keja keja khas, keja blog. Blog ni pun satu pekerjaan jugk mau d update. Buek. Blum lagi keja yg overload, bukan overload, tapi OVER! Berat sebelah.

Bagus la. Adik beradik la bilang. Sma2 keja. Kepala hots. Huh.

Xmau buat keja. Mau belajar. BELAJAR. Belajar la bengong.

nite

2011-06-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

BOSANNYA AKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
YA AMPUUUNNNN

blurr

2011-06-10T23:35:00.008+08:00

Not so catchy title. Feeling a bit bored here. I think I wasted my time greatly today. I don't have any class today and I am at home since last night. Huh. I'm so famous of my laziness and how I love to go home whenever my class is canceled. Hehe.

Here I am in front of my lappy tying to figure out on what to do next, what to post, what should I do tomorrow, etc. It's the end of the first week of lecture and yet I am still in holiday mode. Yeah how nice of me to behave that way. Went out quite a few times this week. And did snap few pictures along the way. Will upload them in a moment.

*I always have passion in photography but it's just that I don't have enough talent to capture a perfect moment*

You could say that this is my whole classmates. Hee. I'm not in. I'm shooting the memorable picture as what you could see here ;p It's hard to gather us all around at one time outside the campus. And we were lucky that we could make the restaurant be so chaotic.

I was about to candid her but she managed to make an eye contact with the camera.

Basically this picture is originally blurr. But I love the way it is. You could feel the happy mode.

Gossiping each other. That's what friends are for. Hahaha~

I miss playing at the playground~~ ;) Sometimes I wish I'm still a kid.

When you are alone and nobody's there for you, follow your heart.

Feeling tired after some time. Sat down and captured this.

I could hardly 'see' green through my lens. I think this is my first try.

'vision'

xjd le.

Fake roses at home. Hee~ Taken earlier today. This is a proof that I really have nothing to do at home today.

Fresh? Rare view?

Went to campus this morning to submit my Muet form and this one was taken on my way back home.

I sometimes loves pink. My lappy is pink.

I'm not fine, give me a hug.
Taken the same time as the previous entry. Edited today. Hee.

Hurm for those who followed the progress of my graphy album at facebook, sorry that you are seing the same picture all over again. Haha. Maybe here it's included with a bit of photo description bla bla bla. Nite~~~ Tomorrow will go to my cousin's wed. Will be there for picture moments. Lol.

pushed

2011-06-04T22:32:00.004+08:00

Getting near to the opening semester. I'm feeling pushed from all sides, all angles. Making me sometimes feeling sick of heading back to campus. Holiday was just not enough for me. I haven't enjoyed myself well.

It's really near to the 5th semester and in fact in semenanjung they have already started the studies. Here in Sabah we have Kaamatan so the class is delayed for a week. That's actually a relief which at least I could enjoy my holiday though it's only for a while. Hee.

I haven't prepare anything for the upcoming semester and that means it includes my room. I haven't do anything about it. I just don't know why I feel like suddenly my inner are getting dim and dimmer each day. And now it is almost as if there is no more strength in me. I don't care even if it means I;m going to be scolded for what I did now. Maybe I will care when I'm being scolded later but for now, all I can think about is enjoying bits of my holiday and relaxing my mind. I feel like there is a lot more problems when I head back to my campus life later. And there sure will.

*could someone please slap me in my face??*

Well forget about that. Now. Hmm. I'm craving for canon. grr

I wanna go to Kundasang.

Why? Coz it's such a cool view. It's cozy. Maybe I'm more relaxed there. ;)

Daa. Leaving myself with another thousands of datas to be transmitted.

However today I went to the beach. Felt great after a few hours there and did walk at the sea shores. Thank you God for such a gift.

I'm actually waiting for the sunset but sadly the sun is shy today. It have been covered by the lovely clouds. But I love the picture.

I walked here for an hour. Feels great!

The kid really attracts me. Took lots of their picture. They both gave me the 'mood'.

So sweet~~

kepala batu

2011-05-14T07:51:00.002+08:00

Kepala batu is me. Yeah. Don't bother. It's a habit that can't be helped. Borned with only me and no other siblings, well, I have a sister, but with a difference of 15 years age, never really live with her, even not the same mom, I tend for people to go my way. Maybe it's called the single child syndrome?? Haha. You know they have the 2nd child syndrome and so on. I think it really is my habit for sticking with what I say or said. And it simply is NO MEANS NO.

I am so sorry for behaving like this. Probably there are a lot of people who got fed up with me for this kind of situation. Hee~

WHEN I SAID I HATE IT, I REALLY HATE IT OK!

I feel like throwing up harsh words here and there now. Well I can't tell what's going on here. But I think this is enough to release what I feel. Haha.

I hate it when people do decisions for me. Just let me be independent okay??! When you've done something that I don't like. I will tend not to do the job or any task that I'm given. I mean come on man. We are all grown up, and I do think that nobody in the world would want their life to be treaten like a child. Forgive me for not doing my task properly. And it's my bad that I did not improve this habit of mine. I just couldn't stop complaining about all these mess. I really hate the facts where I couldn't get along with these people. OMG. I sometimes felt like yelling right in front of your eyes. You made and making me stress. Shit. Arggghh~~!

Apart from all these messy stupid things, I would like to thank all my classmates for being supportive and understanding. I love all of you guys. <3

For haters. Thanks for making those decisions for me owkay. Stop complaining if I make don't know of what happen. Whose fault is it after all in the first place? Ish. Ishhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

beautiful day

2011-05-10T17:50:00.003+08:00

Frankly speaking, what do you feel when you are not told about something important? Shit isn't it? That's what I feel now. Huhhhhh~~~ I'm so fed up with ppl who made me wait. Hahh~! Aku jadi singa suda ni.
=.=''

Today I woke up early, made my bed, done some packing, and waited for 3 hours, and gone mad. Went home, done some editing, and now here I am in front of the desktop feeling noob. Lol. I'm not used to this computer yet. My charger is not functioning. Ready to be thrown to the sea.

Hurggghh.. Apa aku membebel ni.

Stop it. It's annoying~

Taken this evening. Bored bored bored. BORED. Tired of....

The sweet giraffe~

My grandma's cats. So cute, and so penakut.

Paling comel la tauk ni kedai. Kaler pink.

My cuzzie. Tengah memegang lens camera. Hee~

eNd

Selamat maju jaya lah ye tanpa aku. Sepa suruh.

end of semester

2011-05-07T15:25:00.005+08:00

It really seems that I haven't been updating my blog. There is just too much thing going on along the way. ;) Sweet and not-so-sweet memories were all combined together~~ Hee. It's really the end of my fourth semester. And that means for a new life to begin. The fourth semester was tough. Even my subjects are killing me. I don't know if I could make it. I'm so afraid of the unwanted possibilities. But I do feel great for what happen. Although we're going through a hard semester, I have friends who are always there ;) This semester I spend most of my time at home, or else I will be at my friends room. Hee~ I could still remember my friend, Nadia, laughing at me. Haha~~! ;) Can't wait for the upcoming period. Would upload some pictures taken during our examinations. And some other photos too~~

Muka reel, penuh arapan mau buat mgt. Huahua~~

Ya bu marsha sibuk mengacau hp urg. Haha~

Berperasaan la kan diploma sains. ;)

My kazen. Found the pic in my folder~~

Meow. I love you.

Teringin mau menggantikan lelaki itu~

My cousin. So sweet~ Haha.

End ;)

ok

2011-04-26T16:19:00.003+08:00

" Mestilah dia ok. Sebab aku jaga dia. <3 "

hehe~~~~

wasting time

2011-04-21T20:52:00.007+08:00

Hari ni terlampau banyak aku membuang masa. It's not that I didn't know that I'll be having two exam papers this coming Sunday but I'm just not in the mood of studying now. And I think that the rest of the roomies here is feeling the same way two.

Today I'm feeling tired. Been moving around the campus a lot today. Banyak urusan. Huhu. Even went to Fasa 3 to see my KP with Nadia and Jay. Well apa2 lah pasal tu. Hope everything will be fine.

Move on..

Aisyah. Taken during Mandarin Night.

Mereka happy~

Be in the spotlight~

Me. Spoil itu tong sampah.

The lovely cupcakes.

And my lovely friends.

And the end. Nothing much to say. No idea.

war

2011-04-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

The examination begins today. And entah ap2 jak aku menjawap petang tadi. Well forget about that. Just spending some time here to release tensyen. Kunun.

Oh lalaaaaaaaaaaaa... Ndak da mood sungguh mau sambung belajar......

s.t.u.d.y

2011-04-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Dear God,
please give me strength.

-______________________________-

The Final Countdown

2011-04-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

This final countdown doesn't really mean the countdown for a new year but it's actually the title of the program that have been held just now. Hee~ The program is actually focusing on this forum entitled The Final Countdown which is telling students on how to prepare for the final exam.

The program went fine. Congratulations for all. Hee~ Sorry that I did not do much for the program. But overall it went fine.

The Final Exam
Final is getting near. I don't know if I could do good this time. Or better. It's quite impossible at this point right now. I feel like there is less time for me to revise as we have few more meetings to go through before the final exam. But I made a promise with myself and my parents and a very best friend of mine that I will do at least as what I did before. Amin.

''Ya Allah ya Tuhan kami, bukakan lah pintu hati kami untuk menerima ilmu mu.''

The Bla Bla Bla
Nothing much to say. No picture update. I haven't receive my charger yet. Haven't snap picture for a long time. I miss photography already.

study break

2011-04-10T18:37:00.009+08:00

Taking my head away for a while from those lousy books. Been busy these while. Haven't updated my blog for a period of time. It's not that I don;t have time. There is but maybe it's just me whose being too lazy. Not having any ideas? I've always have lost of ideas when it come to updating my blog but eventually everything went away when I'm in front of my laptop. Hee~~

The KPO
Went to KL a few weeks ago. Been enjoying the moment tho my special ones is looking for attention from me when I was there. Haha. Did not really took a lot of pictures. My mood suddenly wasn't there as I hate it when ppl ask me to take their picture. It's better if I'm the one who volunteers to take the picture because it will be better if we do it that way. I bet only photographers would understand what I really mean by saying this. I'll upload some of the best pictures when I was there. Actually the real event was the Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi KPO MPP UiTM SeMalaysia. Check it out:

Taken during a talk.

Aicah. Here's actually the Padang Kawat for UiTM Puncak Alam.

KPO. This picture wasn't edited at all. It's original. Haha.

Aicah again. The 'kedai' matches her apparel. That's why I took the picture. Nice view.

My lovely polca bag. Haha. I'm kinda into polca dots these days. Taken on our way to UiTM Shah Alam.

Don. We are actually on our way to the cafeteria. But he suddenly sat at the bus stop. With the kids there, just lovely.

Ady and Aicah. Actually this one is taken by Azwan if I am not mistaken.

The Mandarin Night
Besides the KPO, I also went for our Mandarin Night. Only edited one picture. The rest of it were broken. I mean the pixels. It feels like there's something wrong when taking pictures under lighting compared to the natural lights. Haha.

Nisa. She's my classmate. Frankly speaking she looks like a Barbie Doll after putting all those fake eyelashes.

The Making of Mandarin
My friends and I went out to make a shooting for our final Mandarin subject project. We did have fun tho it's a bit tiring. And I apologize for coming late. Hee~~

The donuts we've been eating.

Candited Jay. She's on the phone. And we are waiting for Nadia.

Lina. She's having a rest.

Marsha Babie.

The Old Picture. 2007
And I caught this old picture edited. ;p Thanks! I use this picture out for my IT assignment.

Karambunai. My cousin and mine's shadow. If I could still remember. I skipped my Mathematics class replacement to join this MTIB family day.

eNd

enchanted

2011-03-18T19:06:00.020+08:00

The Home
I am now at home. Here for a while to upload some of the pictures that I haven't got the chance to update them last time. Hee~~

The Kundasang Trip
Yeah there are still some pictures in the folder to be uploaded. Hope you like it.

Lily~

Some of the vegie that they have at the Strawberry Farm

Cute dolls. Terutamanya tu turtle. "I love you"

Aisyah. Camerawomen of the day.

We will be friends forever.

Kepenatan kan suma melumpat2. Ada last post gambar durang melumpat. Banyak kali ambil~

Lepas makan. Time ni tunggu pembentangan mula. lalala~

Kesukaan dorang begambar di sini.

The Class
Last Monday we went to class. But we weren't informed that the class was canceled or whatsoever. So we spent the whole two hours in class. And the whole class was like zoo. Everybody was chitchatting here and there. And a moment or so someone will ask us to keep silent because you know the other class could hear us but then the next minute you knew, the class sounded like safari again. Haha.

Cherry. Model beg kunun dia.

Ok no komen.

Sibuk suma berebut mau tgk isi laptop si Akeb.

Gee gee gee gee~~

Nurul bz prepare tuk Mandarin. Haha

This is actually how the class looks like from outside.

The Weekend

Last Sunday went out to Pasar Minggu. Better known as Gaya Street here in KK. Our meet lots of kitty. I always have passion in cats. Haha. I even have 2 patung kusing. Pheww. Tho there's cat here at the house still bought them. Too cute.

Oren. Bilang Nadia, classmate ku, kalau di rumah dia kucing oren dia bapa dia panggil kucing merah. Sebab kalau orang kasi kaler rambut dia kan kita panggil 'kasi merah rambut' tho it's orange. Haha.

Sedih2 ba muka kucing di pasar minggu ni. Xmau bepisah sama tuannya kali.

Lick meow. Lick.

End.

kau senyumlah..

2011-03-15T18:49:00.018+08:00

Konon2 attractive lah tu tajuk posting tu?

The Tuesday
Today is Tuesday. We, I mean my classmates and I are suppose to have law class but it was cancelled. And I don't know what is the reason. So for today I have no class for the whole day. Went home. Meet my cousin. Do nothing much at home. And will be coming home again tomorrow. I am suppose to be home now but since I have meeting, I just have to hold it for another day. Now here to update some pictures taken last week.

The Academic Trip
Well basically last Friday the whole DBS part 4 were having some sort of vacation. Cool isn't it? I don't really understand what is the purpose of having the trip. Because we were told last minute abt it. So redah seja la tu trip kan. Yang penting enjoy. Well I have been trying to upload the pictures on my facebook but it keeps telling me that there's an error. Duh~! So we went to Strawberry Garden. Felt like a trip from a science class coz there's this briefing about the strawberries and a lot of weird scientific gases name were told to us. I couldn't remember those names. I'm not a smart student. Not even meant to learn science I suppose? Ha ha. So let's go see the pictures. There's about 300+ all of them. But I'll be uploading a bit. ONLY. It took time. Hee~

Marsha. Paling semangat kan mau p poring? haha

Do the picture come out nice? ;)

Marsha Babie

Betapa bersemangatnya durang begambar sama rose. Memang banyak la ros di tempat itu. huhu

The strawberries. Cute.

The camera man. Malar merekod. Yang bida2 pun di kasi masuk jg. Huh.

What we were doing is actually waiting for the bus. We are heading to Poring.

Self taken pic.

At Poring. Rendam kaki di air panas. Best.

Nadia n Cha. Time ni kami mau keluar suda. Tapi yang lain masih lagi mandi2. Kami kepenatan. Haha.

Farah. Time ni kami bejalan2 di luar Poring tu. Sementara tunggu yang lain. Kami ni kuar awal sejam dari masa yang di bagi. Terlebih punctual kan. Lol

I love fashion.

Cherry.

Some photo shoots before pulang. Yihaa~

Happiness is the best.

Appreciate friendship.

The Meeting
I'm having meeting in short while. Hee.

The Homework
I have a lot of homework. And there's one subject left to be covered. Huhh.. And also there is upcoming quizzes this week. Two quiz for this week.

The End
I need to go now. I am LATE.

suka suki

2011-03-07T11:48:00.009+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog for quite some time. So many things happened in between the time and yet so many pictures were taken. So little time, so much to do~~ Having lots and lots of assignments, plus been having a lot of canceled class, which of course needed to be replaced. A total of 9 class so far. Huhuhuuhhhhhhhhhh~~~~ Also, a lot of upcoming events. The nearest is will be going to Kundasang for a class trip. A bit exited tho.

Fening fening fening. Banyak lagi keja aku lum siap. Tapi sempat juga aku menyemak di sini. Sebenarnya nda la banyak sangat tapi assignment Law ini sangat memeningkan kepala kami bersama. Cheh paling la over ar. ;p

I am here. Untuk. Macam biasa la.

Taken last Saturday. Hari Bertemu Pelanggan PEERs Siri 2.

Some of the goods that our booth sell.

Kakak kakak kitanii~~ Sabar menjaga~

Kucing dekat bilik aku. Anak dia comel~

At 1B. Jalan jalannnnn~~

D mana kunun?

GSC@Suria Sabah

friends

2011-03-03T20:30:00.001+08:00

I love my friends. And credits to all my classmates and closest friends~~
<3 <3 <3

ps: i want privacy and freedom

free post

2011-02-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

Am I being too depending on others?
hmm

The New Post

2011-02-10T23:17:00.014+08:00

Kenapa la suda tajuk posting ku begitu tuh?? Haha. Just so you know that I'm here due to taking a break from my books. Gosh I'm having lots and lots of upcoming test which is a total of 4 coming test for next week. And belum lagi tambah assignments. Cabaran sungguh these two weeks. Cabaran dengan kesedihan yang aku hadapi sebab xdapat join club trip. Huhhh~~ I'm so sad that I cried in the class moments after I've been told that there is no chance for me to take the test later. Ndak lah. Hampir2 jak lah. Hahaha. Kepalingan jg mau menangis2. Tapi sedih jugak la. :( wuuu~~ What's the point of being heree?? Cheh. Over. Buek~!

Aku cek2 posting aku. Rupanya lum ada dari BTN. Mari la aku upload. Tekanan aku blajar IT. Ndak masuk2 di kepala ku. Aku rasa best lagi belajar praktikal nya tu. Kepala ku malas membaca. Lol.

Okeh basicly gambar ni lepas sesi bersama MPP. Berposing sakan la kami kununnya kan. Haha. Another info, kami cuma boleh bergambar di tempat ni jak. Aku pun ndak pasti la kenapa. Sebab tempat tu keras ka, atau just tradisi diorang. Just to inform. Kem ni cantekkk sangat2!!

Setiap pagi, setiap petang, kami ada riadah. Yang pagi tu, senaman pagi la. Tapi yang paling best petang la. Sebab senamrobik kan. Bechicken dance la kami. Menari pakai lagu romantik gila la kami. Memang romantik la kan? Sebab tempatnya sentiasa sejuk. Terik2 pun matahari tu, sejuk jugak.

Gambar ni. Nampak meriah ka? Memang meriah pun. Haha. Kamu tau ka lagu Sayang Kinabalu? Yang Sabahan tu tau la ba kan. Buat pengetahuan semua, tempat ni la tempat yang paling feel kalau mau menari sumazau lagu tu. Kenapa? Sebab depannya betul2 Gunung Kinabalu. Haha. Aku rasa semua pun kehappyan la ba kan time ni. ;)

Suasana time awal2 pagi. Rasanya dalam jam 6 g2 la. Sebelum senaman pagi. You can see the Mt. Kinabalu right? ;) Tapi kadang2 dia betapuk di sebalik awan.

Ni gambar time hari last. Banyak cernya ni gambar. Haha. Time tu bateri kamera aku tercicir. Berabis la mencari ni. Nasib baik kazen aku jumpa. Skali jumpa, banyak suda yang naik p atas. P bas. Bas park di Heritage. Ni yang last naik la. Jumpa jak bateri, trus aku teriak durang 'JUMPA SUDAA!! MARI KITA BEGAMBAR!!' Maka, bergambar lah kami. Dengan Puan Azura skali. Ada lagi satu. Tapi aku off screen. Haha.

Nah kan aku kata. Ndak da aku. ;p

Di bas. Tlampau gembira kalik kan kami lepas tejumpa bateri kamera ku. Hahaha. ;p Nada aku edit2 crop2 ni gambar. Kemalasan. Semua nada edit2. Ori ni. Ada seni ka? Hahaha. Prasan.

Jadi, memandangkan bas kami parking di Heritage, begambar2 kami kunun sana. Cheh. Bila lagi kan? Ingat senang2 ka mau sampai atas bukit tu untuk org2 susah macam kami? Hahaha~!

Pacik bas pun ikut begambar sama kami. Achengg~~

Time ni rush kunun kami p bas sebab kena kasi idup suda enjinnya. Rupanya belum jugak jalan2. Hahaha. Tertipu semua.

Ok ni la mukak2 yang pegi Kem BTN Kundasang. Yang lain jangan jeles yer. ;)

Last photo for this post. ;)

So I think that's it for tonight. Terlebih suda take 5 ku ni. Haha. Hope you enjoyed it. ;) Silap kaliah tajuk posting ku tu? Nvm.

At Hostel

2011-02-07T20:37:00.012+08:00

It's another happy day. Haha. Entah apa yang happy sangat balik ke hostel. Lol. Padahal suma buku masih di rumah. Terpaksa hidup macam nomad. Pinjam2 barang orang. Nomad ka tu? Antam jak la. Another week of lecture. So much to cover. So much to do. So little time. Another day at hostel. Penuh suka duka. Haha. Suka sebab bermain2 bersama kawan. Duka sbb banyak lagi kelas mau ganti. Membawa update gambar. Tapi sikit2 seja la.

Time ni aku jalan2 dengan kazen aku. Haha. Random jak tekan2 camera. Kami tgh rush pegi kreta sbb hujan. Takut makin lebat. Nada bawa payung.

Ok ni kepelikan yang hampir2 ndaa pelik langsung. Haha. Aku mau ambil gambar di sebalik cermin, tapi lain pulak yang terfocus.

Pegi rumah orang kawin, Time2 hujan. Tapi nda lebat sangat la time ni.

Taken time ke rumah orang kawen. Yummy.

Kecomelan kazen aku ni. Merajuk kunun dia.

My kazen bertunang.

Adik aku. Sempat lagi dia memutik bunga raya. Haha.

Saya akhiri post saya dengan gambar saya yang nampak jerawat2 batu saya. Hahaha. Yeap mukak saya bejerawat. ;p

Babai. ;)

Day Two In Sandakan

2011-02-03T21:47:00.004+08:00

Entering the second day in Sandakan. Well hari ni nda banyak sangat aktiviti. Tgh hari tadi jalan2. My dad bawa. Suppose jalan2 di bandar. Bheh skali kazen aku yang baru datang hari ni last minit baru mau bagi tau minta ambil di airport. BHEH? -.- Trus sampai bandar patah balik. Tu jak. What a life? Jenjalan pun tergendala.

But later petang dia aku pinjam keta bapak aku, bawa kazen aku tu jalan. Haha. Kami gi bandar. Fuh tapi kes nya kali ni sampai2 bandar trus hujan. Ada aku ambil gambar tadi. Tapi entah la apa bengong laptop nie nda dapat pulak dia baca memory card ku. Cable camera pun ndak da di bawak. Len kali jak la aku upload. Today mau upload gambar semalam. Semalam aku ikut macik ku jalan. Hehehh~

B4 that esok banyak aktiviti. Well tadi aku berjanji dengan kazen aku sorang ni mau jalan esok. Tiba2 mama aku kata mau pegi rumah orang kawen jam 1 ptg. Bapa aku kata... Lepas sembayang Jumaat dia ambil aku jalan. Hmm.. Mana satu ni ya? Haha. Malam or petang gi rumah saudara2 aku sepupu2 aku betaun bru cina. Yes! Ni aku ndak boleh kata ndak. Ada angpow tuh. I'm so exited for tomorrow! Hahahh.

Layan gambar. Banyak tul membebel dari tadi.

With my cousin. Adek.

Time bejalan. Belum sampai tetidur suda dia. Haha.

My cousin too. Yang jadi model aku hari tuh. Haha.

Khusyuk dia makan puding tu. Argh. Tapi kan... Why my camera jadi mcm tu kabur tu~

Akhirnya. Dia tgk cam. Lol~

eNd

To Sandakan

2011-02-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today I went back home to Sandakan. Well my journey wasn't fun at all since once and again I have to sit NOT next to the window. -.-'' Since there is no other choice, I just let it be. Grr. No worries. Pulang nnt aku sudah beli tiket awal2, and my sit will be next to the window. But I am not that exited yet. Coz IDK if its facing the Kinabalu Mt. or not. Haha. Cerewet? Yeah guesssss so. ;p

Now sudah di rumah. Well technically at my aunt's house. She's inviting me for dinner. Tadi. My dad picked me up as usual. Went out for lunch. And then straight away to home. And my rumieee. Pegi online! Haha. Funny thing is I was in the bus the whole day and a friend told me that my Skype was 'online' the whole day. Something wrong kalik. Haha.

Snap some pictures along my way. Here it goes:

Di dalam bas tadi. Baik sungguh budak ni. A girl. A young lady. Sangat2 baik. Diam2 jak dia. Kalau kazen aku ni, merayap2 suda. Haha.

Taken time mau pegi rumah macik aku yg sekrg nie. Time kami kuar dari rumah ndak hujan. Mula jak jalan, terus gerimis2. Knp tu ya?

Dekat rumah auntie ku nie. Landslide. Begegar. Ambil dari kereta.

Perjalanan ke rumah dya. Di Indah Jaya. Masih lagi basah jalannya. Pasir2 tanah2 pun masih ada.

My cousin. Sibuk tul dia makan kuih.

Banyak kazen aku sini. Kecil2 semuanya. Pening kepala. Bising tul durang. Haha. Dear friend, betul la khidmat mu diperlukan. Xcukup tangan aku. ;p

random stuff

2011-02-01T20:14:00.003+08:00

Setelah selongkar menyelongkar folder aku yang berhabuk2, found these things. I think nda penah aku upload ni. Hee~ Enjoy ;)

Taken somewhere in Labuan. Lupa suda di mana. Hee~

Masa rehat time Modul baru2 nie.

My sister. Sibuk sangat main.

Ni pun again a picture taken in Labuan. Originally gambar ni memang macam mendung, Tapi sebenarnya cuaca tgh panas terik~~

My sister lagi. Ngee~

Black bean sauce kueteow. Antam jak la aku pun nda tau la apa nama nya. Haha. Nampak sedap ka? Black beannya masin. lalala~~

A scene in Kundasang~ Taken from Kinabalu Park.

Yang ni pun dari Kinabalu Park. Tangga dia tu. Yang mau melawan tangga UiTM tu. ;p

That's it for now.

P/S: Yan. Mood malas membuat tag. Hehe~
P/S/S: Tekanan ada unknown sms aku balik2. Ergghh~!

Holidaysss

2011-01-30T08:44:00.009+08:00

The holiday sudah starttt.. Kyahh~!! Teda apa2 yang di rancangkan untuk cuti kali ni. Pulang Sandakan ja dengan family semua. Wee~~ I am here macam biasa la membawa updates. Gambar ini adalah dari kelas untuk hari terakhir sebelum cuti midsem:)

Kami menunggu pensyarah. Sempat la kan bergambar2. Emm tempat ni macam hospital ja aku rasa.

More~~~

Oh banyaknya gambar~

Jay semangat pakai baju kurung~

Aku, Marsha, Shira. Cha lawa jg ni. Hahaha~!

Take two pun begegar jg~

And petangnya aku dengan kazen aku pegi grace point kunu kami. Macam biasa la keboringan kan 2 orang jak di rumah. So kami ajak la Meeza skali~~ Lalalala~~

Meeza.

Aku suka kena spen. Hahaha~~

Tangan Tika. Ni tajuk dia 'SAYA LAPAR!!'

Ok then last night kami family pegi MB ramai2. Argh memang sesak dan pelik la rasanya ya. Lolness kyahh~!

Sila ignore muka dorang 2 yg bengong. ;P

My cousin. Khairun Nissa. One of my closest....

Cheh mau jgk aku.

Meeza lagi.~~

Licin licin licin~

Okeh abis suda. Jadi, semak suda blog aku? ;p

home

2011-01-19T21:08:00.007+08:00

I am not at home. Yeah homieeee.. I'm here due to some particular reasons. Will be back to the hostel tomorrow. Lama nda update blog. The wireless lambat mau upload gambar lagi la lambat tu. So sementara ada kesempatan aku menyelitlah di belog nih. Ngee~

Haven't post for quite some time. A lot of things happened during the lovely period. Went to activities during the weekend.

Kursus... Xtau apa lupa la. But we learned basics of conducting counseling sessions. Done some personality test. Here's the pictures:

Mukak-mukak yang datang ke kursus tu. Hee. Actually what all of us pegang tu sebenarnya lukisan tadika kanak2 riang. We were told to draw rumah kereta pokok ular n air. Koordinate tu lukisan tentukan what kind of person you are;)

Another picture. Happy sungguh mereka ;)

Okay then hari Ahadnya kami Modul. Bahagia sungguh. Semua yang terlibat pegi jungle trekking. For me jalan yang kami jalan tu nda la jauh sangat compared dengan time aku pegi camping di Tawau. Tapi yang kami pegi ni yay Tuhan saja la yang tau betapa sandinya mau naik bukit lumpur. -_- But still it was fun~

Ni sebelum mula. Breakfast dulu. Breakfast roti. Banyak mengomel masih lapar pas makan. Inculding me. Hehe~

Snapshots time turun bukit curam. Teamwork really is important waktu2 macam ni. Coz it's almost impossible for you to get through without it.

Taken time rest. We are all covered with mud.

Mungkin tanda2 kurang kerja.

~eNd~

my models

2011-01-14T16:47:00.002+08:00

Uploading some old ones.

My deary cousin ;)

Macam model kan. Hahahh~~

Another shot.

Namja~

Aichh.. Mcm gambar dulu2 kunu~

PS: Will be having Modul this Sunday. Still wondering sama ada duduk dgr ceramah jak or pegi Bukit Botak. Bukit idaman budak2 UiTM Sabah. Haha.

PSS: Pagi ni salah masuk kelas. Well not really but the system was showing another class location. Salah la kunun tu jadual kan. So we waste last Friday doing nothing.

eNd

2011-01-12T01:26:00.001+08:00

kenapa macam tu?
huhu
me nda suka

they write

2011-01-09T20:48:00.008+08:00

Dear xxx. Too many to choose ba. xD

New friends. And dorang pun blogging. Jum promote~ Ngee~

the unspoken word
Miss Yan. Happy go lucky. Jumpa dia mesti ketawa punya. Best! Haha. Yan.
Aku ingat lagi cerita IMW tu. Muahahaah!!

HelJoNy First Blog Ever
Time kursus dia kena panggil yb. lol el. actually aku gambar dia.
tp dia berposing ala2 kena candit. haha.

Push To Limit
Orlando. New to blogging world. Ndapa you'll catch up in time. Haha.
Ada ba sudah gambar mu sini. Xjelas ka? Ndapa ada lagi. ;p

Sepa lagi ya ada blog? Inform me. Hee~

pmds

2011-01-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sebenarnya mau upload gambar lain. Tapi internet buat hal. Cuma dapat upload gambar saiz kecil.

Saya seorang pembantu xD

Taken during orientation week.

credits to photographer. Idk who. Hee~